[Lyric] All I Want For Christmas Is To Shoot Myself (belowground)

Tired of thinking [?]
Tired of being alone
I'm tired of the internet
I'm tired, I want to go

I'm tired of thinking I'll lose it
I'm tired of feeling dumb
I'm tired of [?] so fucking [?]
I'm tired, I want a gun

All I want for Christmas is to be alone
I want to [?] in my fucking head
All I want for Christmas is to shoot myself
I want to [?] in my fucking head

I'm tired of thinking I'll lose it
I'm tired of doing sums
I'm tired of [?] so fucking [?]
I'm tired, I want a gun

All I want for Christmas is to be alone
I want to [?] in my fucking head
All I want for Christmas is to shoot myself
I want to [?] in my fucking head