[Lyric] An Apology (Luhan Si Hadin)

I’m sorry
I cannot seem to solve between
Desire and necessity
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know what I need

I’m sorry
I cannot distort myself
Put it all back to who I was before
If I should change at all
If I should just change more


I’m sorry
I cannot understand
How to grasp at this reality
I slip away easily
I still fight while I am sinking

I’m sorry
I cannot stand my thoughts
They seem nonsensical, so immature
Caught between force and ease
I don't know who to be
I’m sorry