[Lyric] Anime Quote A Satirical Take on My Depressing Intrusive Thoughts (Handsome Failure)

Well you wanted nothing more than sex from me
I was nothing more than a slab of meat
A fuckin' waste a time, a waste of space
My only use to you was to pass away the days

You let me in
You let me fall in love
How the fuck could I have been so dumb
Cause now you're thinking about your next man
And all the different ways that he can get it in
While I'm thinking about jumping off the eastside bridge
With two slit wrists

Well I made you sick
And you make me sick
We're two different sides of the same toxic
We both got problems that we can't fix
And we don't mix
I'm bad for you, and you're bad for me
Like kerosene in a fireworks factory
Well I thought I could grow up and stop doing ketamine
While you and your new boyfriend do LSD
And I'm sure you guys talk so much shit about me
Well that's fine, I don't feel pain
All of your new men do cocaine
And that's where all their money goes
And they drive 1996 Siverados

But you wanted nothing more than sex from me
I was nothing more than a slab of meat
A fuckin' waste a time, a waste of space
My only use to you was to pass away the days

But you let me in
You let me fall in love
Oh my god, I am so fucking dumb
Cause now you're with your new man
And he is getting it in
While I'm attempting to overdose
On copious amounts of Vicodin

Well I made you sick
And you make me sick
We're two different sides of the same toxic
Well we got problems that we can't fix
And oh fucking honey we just do not mix
Cause I'm bad for you, and you're bad for me
Like kerosene in a fireworks factory
And right now you're getting fucked I'm sure
Well that's good for you you fuckin'
I don't use that word

I don't know how to make myself feel alive
And I've never known how to feel alright
Guess I'll do my makeup
Put on some fishnets
Find some random woman
Have me some good sex
Go back home
Do a little bit of drugs
And then I'll go to sleep
And then I'll wake up
From a nightmare about you
That I don't mind
Cause soon a nine millimeter
Will go through my mind
I just rhymed mind with mind

Cause you wanted nothing more than sex from me
I was nothing but a fuckin' slab of meat
A fuckin' waste a time, a fuckin' waste of space
My only use to you was to pass away the days

But you let me in
You let me fall in love
Jesus Christ, Vigo, you're so fucking dumb
Cause right now she's probably with two or three men
They're trying to figure out the mathematics of getting it in
And you're thinking about slitting your wrists
Jumping off a bridge and doing Vicodin
When in all actuality you probably just play some fucking Fortnite
Alone
And if what makes a house a home is a heart
Then I don't even know where to start