[Lyric] Ash (Out of Service (New Jersey))

So it seems that I’ve been all I can be
I’ve experienced a plenty trepidation in routine

Was it worthless, was it seen
Was it fear that made me weak
Was it hubris, was it doubt
I can’t stand to figure out what I was all about

So it seems
I was never meant to fly
Towards that sun in the sky
If I could change
I’d set these thoughts ablaze
Let them burn, let me burn

All I know is a lack of the composed
Were my failures one too many
Did I know all I can know

Was it talent, was it seen
Was it fear that made me weak
Was it promise, was it skill
Was this just a way to take it all from mе
So it seems
I was never meant to fly
Towards that sun in thе sky
If I could change
I’d set these thoughts ablaze
Let them burn, let me burn

Maybe when this life burns out I’ll find some light (Will I find you)
When the stone is laid upon me
Maybe someone will think fondly of my time (Will I find you)

So it seems
I was never meant to fly
Towards that sun in the sky
If I could change
I’d set these thoughts ablaze
Let them burn, let me burn