[Lyric] Bad Habits (Pollen Eyes)

I can’t pretend that it won’t happen again, fuck the lesson
I never learn and I’m making a habit of it, I won’t address it
I needed cigarettes to pass the time, ‘cus you knew I was blowing smoke and telling lies

But you mean everything to me, except you’re in my bad dreams
That keep me from falling asleep
So, I lay there in silence

And as the snow comes through my window and falls on my pillow
I think about how years come and go, fuck I’m twenty years old
Yeah, I’m lost in the middle of my mind, I really hope I’m not wasting your timе
And as these bad habits grow, I’ll just look out my window

Out my window

So I’ll go back for a pack of cigarettеs, but I’m on empty
That’s just a reason for me just to stay in bed, a worn out dead beat
And I never will forget to carry on, but I haven’t felt like this in a long time - in so long

But you mean everything to me, except you’re in my bad dreams
That keep me from falling asleep
So, I lay there in silence
And as the snow comes through my window and falls on my pillow
I think about how years come and go, fuck I’m twenty years old
Yeah, I’m lost in the middle of my mind, I really hope I’m not wasting your time
And as these bad habits grow, I’ll just look out my window

And I learned that if I could maybe try and just breathe, that things won’t seem so bad, that things don’t have to sting
‘Cus it burns when I try to make sense of these things, I swear it’s all in my head I’m just imagining this