Throw my head against the wall again This time forget all of the things I said You smoked another cigarette While I lie straight to your face again Throw my head against the wall again This time forget all of the things I said You smoked another cigarette While I lie straight to your face again I’m desperately longing for sleep I’m so anxious and I...Learn More

I shouldn’t take it all, I’d better save some for tomorrow Put the money that i borrowed up my nose in a bathroom stall Then you were just so pissed off You always know just from the way I talk I’m trying to fix this quietly, it’s just the rustbelt’s not been nice to me...Learn More

I can’t pretend that it won’t happen again, fuck the lesson I never learn and I’m making a habit of it, I won’t address it I needed cigarettes to pass the time, ‘cus you knew I was blowing smoke and telling lies But you mean everything to me, except you’re in my bad dreams That keep me from falling asleep So, I lay there in silence And as the...Learn More

How could you be cantankerous when I was just being honest? I got through the worst of it, but I haven’t gotten completely out of it You said we’re stuck in that place again; the one where I fuck up your head Here we go again, back to this bullshit, you yelled the entire way back And I took my time, but it still got the best of me I take a breath...Learn More

I watched it all come back to me so suddenly Yeah, it hit me so quickly Throw away every part of me thats guilty Because I’m trying to stay clean But it gets hard when no one’s listening Are you listening? ‘Cus when it gets dark, I just pretend to sleep And I stare at the ceiling I watched it all come back to me so suddenly Yeah, it hit me so...Learn More

I talk so little, I forgot how to use my voice Sympathetic static in my head Forget what I want, forget what I said And I can’t remember any of it There’s two eyes that follow me across my bedroom so cunningly They’re watching me just to try and see if I’ll figure it out, I’ll figure it out Come find me, I’ll be hiding away from all the...Learn More

I want to maybe try it again, it might feel different I’ll lie and say I didn’t do it, already know that I did I’m breaking my hands just to get what I want I’m taking a chance, but it’s never enough I’ve been blaming bad luck And I’m getting low again There’s a space in my brain where I waste my time Yeah you know that I’ve been taking it for...Learn More

I’m tired of staying awake, I tried to sleep it off yesterday Can’t find a cure for the headache that I give myself everyday Take a good look at me, is it everything you thought it would be? Picture-perfect isn't worth it when I can’t fucking sleep, and you’re certain I deserve it ‘cus I’m always so mean when you say that I’m overreacting Just to...Learn More

I could waste another day again Smoking weed, small tv, and the sheets half off the bed I’d run out for a pack of cigarettes That’s just me, unhealthy, it’s getting old at best And this time I want to take a break from everything Yeah, I’m paper thin, wrinkled up and thrown just to lie in place And this time I want to take a break from...Learn More

I’m sat in a parking lot. You’re at the bar, I know. Your friends talk a lot as if I’m the one who really needs to grow. You started reaching out to someone you didn’t know, and then you blurred out the boundaries that we set years ago. Your true colors showed, and mine come and they go. Take this how you want, but we’re not better off alone And I...Learn More