[Lyric] Been thinking (Gashum)

I don't know how to feel
Bout my current situation
I feel like shit
And I know
That I need a vacation

I've been fucking with some bitches when I'm bored
Got your girl texting me
She's a whore
Find me with the fucking blade
On the floor
I see the blood
But I just want more
I'm probably going to hell
There's for sure one way to tell
Rope on my fucking neck won't fail
Got the knife to my arm, fuck health
I've been thinkin
Don't wanna feel this way
I cut my fucking arms
But it makes me feel insane
I stay up in my room all by myself to this day
Don't go out in public cause all these thoughts intruding
You don't wanna fuck with me
Tired of feelin fucking empty
Wishin' death upon my enemies
And I'll never give you no fuckin sympathy
I don't know how to feel
Bout my current situation
I feel like shit
And I know
That I need a vacation

I don't know how to feel
Bout my current situation
I feel like shit
And I know
That I need a vacation