[Lyric] Better (Rocco)

[Verse 1]
I gotta keep it together
I've been up for two days on some drugs
And I can't even remember
And I've been getting too high
Cuz lately getting that feels better
Living in a world so lonely
I don't want it forever
And I still feel like I'm better without

[Pre-Chorus]
But I still act like I don't know know know
I don't got nowhere to go go go
Been going through it all alone lone lone
But it's alright though

[Chorus]
I pray to God that it gets better
I get in my head too much when I messed up
But I've just been fed up
With all of the bullshit I keep so long in not together
Never lovеd
But I've never triеd
So easy to fall when you let your guard down
So, I never trust
Said we ride it out
It's a cold cold world and nobody cares
It's not there
Ways that I be
Don't care about how you feel
Yeah, maybe that's on me so
Get in the jeep[?]
Pull on up GLE[?] I'm swerving
Before you left my heart in shambles
You said I deserved it
Before my demons took over and opened up the curtains
And way before I used to be happy and thought that I deserved it
Yeah, I used to take the jar-jar[?] to help me take away the pain
I used to think that we were different, but we are the same
Everybody act like they happy they are walking through the rain
Just wanna see the smile on face

But I still act like I don't know know know
I don't got nowhere to go go go
Been going through it all alone lone lone
But its alright though

I pray to God that it gets better
I get in my head too much when I messed up
But I've just been fed up
With all of the bullshit I keep so long in not together
Never loved
But I've never tried
So easy to fall when you let your guard down
So, I never trust
Said we ride it out
It's a cold cold world and nobody cares