[Lyric] Bizarrents GTFO (Roxy Radclyffe)

Enough of that
Now a much-needed tap into local world of disconnect
And here's the latest incident

Mobile prison roads on the go
The whole way home in rage, no escape
15 minutes remaining
Work dragging, ego baggage
It's why you never tell him anything
Unless absolutely necessary
I'm sorry I ever doubted this once applied to transition

Dynamic double hanging by a thread
Locked into supportively absent
For my need, for my good
A medical emergency perceived even wouldn't do the trick

You've claimed improvement
But what the fuck was that all about for years to come
Close calls with split papers
I think back to crying conversation
Real use of verbal revealed to me
And a friend of yours who knows the same
His shackles financial in purity
Otherwise you'd take the leave
All in a heartbeat
When you were made to feel insane
Even no shards broken
The shells you have to walk in
Simple insufficient responses
It radiates throughout known doors
Plugging my ears, from what remains clear

A slight serving for mine as well
Perform basic function, poorly timed I knew
Reprimand me indirectly, chaos ensues
You're claustrophobic as hell, broken loose
Please make it stop
It's not the end of the world
Let's all just get along

In pendulum formation
Returnal romance novel holiday exchange
And the luck so many nights bring
But I think back to the times you've run away
The possessive embarrassment overpower shouts for front world
Calling backwards demeaning child

There's a fine line between old fashioned fights and what was here, right?
No majority pair like what you've got there
It really doesn't have to be like this
And maybe it's not no longer
Just don't go telling me what's normal
With ancient rationale
And even dismissing this and accepting premise of rekindle revival
My place in this space remains uncertain
With him in closet limbo, I dread every interaction
Pray with each room visit the existence is invisible
Of this form that's constructed
I'm no replacement for lacking son
Overbearing kindness misdirection
I tragically have to keep my distance
Must think I'm so cold
And the day this breaks away remains a mystery
I only hope I can explain

But even dismissing this and accepting premise of no daughter rejection
Unholy remains could lead drifting apart
The one facade I'm left with, for utmost careful
Surroundings of glorification
While my spirit's well has already run dry
Crafting new version, no lasting foundation
Tired goes on, learning all of what's been burned
Every day I'm grateful for absence from the church
Heard of things you could never know I learned

So bizarrents, I've forsaken you
Never pray for my normal truth
Both he and He won't answer soon
Just know I seek not to hurt you
Oh bizarrents, you don't know what I am
Oh bizarrents, worry not for what I became

One day I may just disappear
The post-home pathway remains unclear
You won't know who I am, where I am
I could disappear
You won't know when I am, how I am
I could disappear, overwrite
You won't know what I am, why I am

But in the meantime
I'll do my best
I'll be a good friend
I'll do what I can
What I can with what's left

I hope for final years warm and cozy
All throughout the cloud of unknowing

I can only thank for raising we
The only roof I had

For what I have to leave
And what I had to breathe