[Lyric] Black Bile (Montie)

This is not what they tell you when
They're trying to lead you on
The "no I can't get out"
The "why am I alone?"
This is not what they want you to know
Cause then you'd probably let it go
The "what will be my life without
This restless thoughts?"
This is not what I've signed up for
I swear I had no clue
If I could start all over again
I'd look at every clue
Yes I would Or wouldn't I?
Don't know what's true
But I can't even imagine my life
Without the shadow of you
They say I've got too much black bile
I turn darkness into light
But at my expenses evеry time
It's hard to get to the еnd of the stick
When you lose yourself
Every time you're not singing
You say my demons don't exist
But can't you see? They're next to me
Smiling as you feed them as if they were your own kids
But I'm your kid too
So why am I here alone?
You said you've got your limits so
You won't try to understand what's wrong
They say I've got too much black bile
I turn darkness into light
But at my expenses every time
It's hard to get to the end of the stick
When you lose yourself
Every time you're not singing
There's nothing beautiful
In wishing not to be alive
There's nothing enviable
In being scared of life
They say I've got too much black bile
I turn darkness into light
But at my expenses every time
It's hard to get to the end of the stick
When you lose yourself
Every time you're not singing
There's nothing beautiful
In wishing not to be alive
There's nothing enviable
In having too much black bile