[Lyric] ​blindsided (Emlyn)

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[Bridge]
I'm so, shouldn't have said that
Think you're gonna regret that
You can't call it back
Saying "maybe I wasn't [?]"
Messed up all we had

You had to go, I'm gonna okay
Tested the ground and told me it was safe
I've never been weak, but love is for the brave
Where was my fight? Where was my [?]?
I don't blame you, it's harder
When you've got your armor
I just wish you were, wish you were stronger
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh