[Lyric] Blue (DNDMC)

I must be dreaming
My soul must be bleeding
Cause it's cold, and I'm freezing
Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all
If only my weakness
Could come out these speakers
My heart I would speak with
But I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all)

Found a way to see the sun shining through the rain
Flowers grow, I roll 'em up, it helps me ease the pain
And why does every spring, gotta feel the same
The sky's nice and blue, if only they knew

That I'm dreaming (dreaming, dreaming)
And my soul is bleeding (bleeding, bleeding)
Ain't even cold, but I'm freezing (so cold)
Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all)

Stuck in the middle of giving a fuck about people's opinions
I never let anyone see what I'm feeling
I'm equally driven to leave
When I see what people achieve
When I know that they don't believe
In being who they wanna be
I'm leaving 'em where they will be
Right there at the top of the bottom
And all of that money bring problems
They ain't gon' be able to solve and
I know that it's all just a game
I know cause I've studied and trained
The people with money and fame
The features that I wanna claim
Thinking that it's gonna change
The fact that I'm full of this sadness?
The fact that I'm living the life of an addict?
The fact that I always get anxious and panic
When I go to think of my past, and I scan it?
For all the mistakes that I've made
See flashes of all of the madness
Things that I'll take to the grave
Reasons I hate me today
I'm sitting here, questioning all of my actions
Now I just long for distractions
I found a way to see the sun shining through the rain
Flowers grow, I roll 'em up, it helps me ease the pain
And why does every spring, gotta feel the same
The sky's nice and blue, if only they knew

That I'm dreaming (dreaming, dreaming)
And my soul is bleeding (bleeding, bleeding)
Ain't even cold, but I'm freezing (so cold)
Cause I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all
If only my weakness (weakness, weakness)
Could come out these speakers (speakers, speakers)
My heart I would speak with (my heart)
But I ain't got nothing, and yet I have it all (all)