Body works like this:
In dire need of validation
Everything will revolve around that then
Every little talk, every word that comes outta my mouth is desperate
And hungry for love
And hunger works like this:
Been starved for true affection so i cling on to whoever treats me nice
I yearn for hugs and compliments i yearn for hugs and pats on head
Like im just a helpless little child
And im tired of feeling so small or feeling none at all or wanting to be seen when someones looking straight at me
Its like when am i satisfiеd? will i ever know if i am? am i just wasting peoplеs time?
Cause what i really wanna be
Is a person who is fine without anyone else
Not a person isolated but someone who likes themselves
Enough to function on their own someone who doesn’t freak out if somebodys looked at them wrong
And wrong is meaning this:
Cold or maybe distant, maybe im just paranoid but i always feel annoying or maybe i am just annoyed
I just want to be connected want to be completely fine tired of feeling so conflicted about everything cause i am
Tired of feelings so big and feeling like shit and wanting to give up on life every two seconds
I wish i didn’t know why im so upset all the time
Cause the knowing makes it harder cause i always have to compromise
Tired of speaking in tongues or never speaking up and praying everyone thinks i am somewhat good enough
I want to be my own but im at everybody’s feet
Bowing to the ground and crying begging that they love me
Cus there is always
A little bit of fear
Of everyone i know
They have this scary power
To leave me if they want to
I thrive when by myself but im scared of my head
Im scared of my thoughts, im scared of feeling dead
A little bit of fear
Of everyone i know
They have this scary power
To leave me in a moment
I like it by myself but i also need my friends
I need to feel connected i need to leave my bed i guess
In dire need of validation
Everything will revolve around that then
Every little talk, every word that comes outta my mouth is desperate
And hungry for love
And hunger works like this:
Been starved for true affection so i cling on to whoever treats me nice
I yearn for hugs and compliments i yearn for hugs and pats on head
Like im just a helpless little child
And im tired of feeling so small or feeling none at all or wanting to be seen when someones looking straight at me
Its like when am i satisfiеd? will i ever know if i am? am i just wasting peoplеs time?
Cause what i really wanna be
Is a person who is fine without anyone else
Not a person isolated but someone who likes themselves
Enough to function on their own someone who doesn’t freak out if somebodys looked at them wrong
And wrong is meaning this:
Cold or maybe distant, maybe im just paranoid but i always feel annoying or maybe i am just annoyed
I just want to be connected want to be completely fine tired of feeling so conflicted about everything cause i am
Tired of feelings so big and feeling like shit and wanting to give up on life every two seconds
I wish i didn’t know why im so upset all the time
Cause the knowing makes it harder cause i always have to compromise
Tired of speaking in tongues or never speaking up and praying everyone thinks i am somewhat good enough
I want to be my own but im at everybody’s feet
Bowing to the ground and crying begging that they love me
Cus there is always
A little bit of fear
Of everyone i know
They have this scary power
To leave me if they want to
I thrive when by myself but im scared of my head
Im scared of my thoughts, im scared of feeling dead
A little bit of fear
Of everyone i know
They have this scary power
To leave me in a moment
I like it by myself but i also need my friends
I need to feel connected i need to leave my bed i guess
( Blood Girl )
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