[Lyric] Brandon (Sybil Cyndis)

Brandon treats me like shit but I know he loves me
I’m his little secret but I still love him
The way he dominates me and pulls me close
Kisses me roughly and slow
I don’t mind when he calls me names
Takes me to the back of the school and pulls a switchblade to my neck
Forces me to undress
Watching as I sensually pull my clothing off in front of him
On an old abandoned mattress he makes love to me
In a garden as he blows smoke in my face
Thе smell of pot rushing inside my nostrils
I flutter my еyes, breathing it in, enjoying the moment
One night we laid down underneath the stars
I finally told him about my other lover who was much older
He grew angry, pushed me to the ground an “asshole” he called me
I truly felt like one, regret in my actions
His father wanted to send him away
I went to visit him before he left
He told me about his plan to leave, start anew in the big city
Stood in front of me as we kissed one last time
Halfway outside the window he asked me to join
With all my heart and as much as I wanted, I couldn’t go
Tears fell as I uttered “no”
As he leaves, the same feeling of regret before fills my body
In that moment I knew, no one would ever love me like Brandon