I’ve loved that boy for 5 years & with each day I love him more He looks at me in a way no one else has ever done before I don’t understand why, is there something about me only he notices That i’ve chosen to ignore Everyone tells me i should let go I don’t want to he’s all i’ve ever known He’s the only one who understands me He’s the only onе who...Learn More

When i'm with you it feels like i’m suffocating I can’t breathe in the worst way, sometimes best, maybe You take my breath by force with your hands around my throat Your a virus I can’t purge out my system Clogging my nostrils I can’t breathe i’m struggling, I need to be free But you grab me by the neck and say don’t you dare ever leave That you...Learn More

We’re constantly dancing in circles A game of cat and mouse You’re always off getting off with somebody else My head spinning in circles questioning myself Whether or not i’m just overthinking After my dream and the confirmation that followed it’s worrying Regret ever agreeing to this Together we hold hands dancing around the issues at...Learn More

I constantly feel like i'm tearing myself apart Looking into the mirror, just wanting to be gone Shattering it, using it’s shards to cut my face off Axing my limbs, hoping to grow out new ones If I use a hammer & chisel to sculpt my body Can I create the perfect form like the statues of greek gods? The people through my screen have always been more...Learn More

I was drowning in water, sinking deep Trapped in your chains, reaching for the surface There’s water in my lungs, driving out the air This is all too familiar for me Falling into a body of heartbreak, right back into your clenches Wondering how I ended up here again I can’t do this anymore I’ve tried to run Stab after stab blood rushes out my...Learn More

White feathers galore I believed Naive, easily manipulated Once odette, now odelle Loving you twisted my heart into something vile A sickness of the mind that I've found comfort in Somewhere along the line I became someone else Once the ugly duckling you pitied I came into my own Under the moonlight my feathers began to grow A beautiful white swan...Learn More

He said plastic was his favorite thing So I injected myself with Polyethylene Modifying my being so he’d love me All he cares for is my body but I don’t mind if it makes me his Heavy anesthetic, still indifferent to all the pain “Your looks are what’s important not your brain” After this he’ll finally love me I say, truly believing Stitching and...Learn More

Do you ever notice how you never compliment me Even when we're together You hit on everyone else swimming right in front of me without hesitation When talking about the leech who seduced you In your own words you confidently said “they’re attractive inside & out” to my face Something you've never even said about me It makes me uncomfortable that...Learn More

Brandon treats me like shit but I know he loves me I’m his little secret but I still love him The way he dominates me and pulls me close Kisses me roughly and slow I don’t mind when he calls me names Takes me to the back of the school and pulls a switchblade to my neck Forces me to undress Watching as I sensually pull my clothing off in front of...Learn More

I wanted to be your angel, or at least I thought I did Pure and innocent Chain me in the basement Crying as you cut off my wings Beating my limbs with jimmy Breaking my fingers like the wishbones From the chicken dinner you ate in front of me tauntingly I’m your punching bag, busted lips, swollen eyes Hiding me from the outside My halo turns dark...Learn More

You were so perfect when it all began Treated me like your princess Life was a fairytale Every moment together felt cinematic I was Astrid and you were Paul Both alone in the world Longing to runaway, drive off at night Be somewhere new by day Where no one would have to know our names But there’s a distance between you & I, one that I can’t...Learn More

I melt like ice cream when you hold me I could be lost and suddenly I’m found Right back in your arms You feel like home Wherever you may go, I will follow After all this time I feel the same inside When we kiss I giggle You still give me butterflies Like a popsicle on a sunny 4th of July We melt Sinking into one another’s beings Physically &...Learn More