[Lyric] Castaway (Nick Jaye)

[Verse 1]
Tonight, I guess I'm feeling alright
Yeah, I'm busy making plans, flipping channels, turning out the light
I don't need friends in my life
My chest hurts, but I'm fine this time
Just a feeling that I have cause I didn't get to say goodbye
To the old life I had that night

[Pre-Chorus]
And they say I went down cursing at
The love that always had my back
I was never one for remembering, I guess
And they whisper as I walk alone
With shame of how I should've known
I was hammering at walls made out of glass

[Chorus]
And I can't say sorry
'Cause they don't wanna hear sorry
I'm just a castaway
Hoping there's gotta be a reason for the hurt in a heartbreak
And I can't cry and plea
'Cause I'm not yet who I need to be
I'm just a castaway
Hoping I'll make it back home when I'm older, one day
[Verse 2]
Tonight, I guess I'm feeling alright
Just a ripple that I feel in a fragile state of mind
Try to see the darkness from the light
My ears hurt, from all the noise inside
Will I ever change? Am I stuck or will I fly?
Will I stay lost until I die?

[Pre-Chorus]
And they say I went down cursing at
The love that always had my back
I was never one for remembering, I guess
And they whisper as I walk alone
With shame of how I should've known
I was hammering at walls made out of glass

[Chorus]
And I can't say sorry
'Cause they don't wanna hear sorry
I'm just a castaway
Hoping there's gotta be a reason for the hurt in a heartbreak
And I can't cry and plea
'Cause I'm not yet who I need to be
I'm just a castaway
Hoping I'll make it back home when I'm older, one day
[Bridge]
When I'm older one day, When I'm older one day
When I'm older one day

[Chorus]
And I can't say sorry
'Cause they don't wanna hear sorry
I'm just a castaway
Hoping there's gotta be a reason for the hurt in a heartbreak
And I can't cry and plea
'Cause I'm not yet who I need to be
I'm just a castaway
Hoping I'll make it back home when I'm older, one day

And I can't say sorry
'Cause they don't wanna hear sorry
I'm just a castaway
Hoping there's gotta be a reason for the hurt in a heartbreak
And I can't cry and plea
'Cause I'm not yet who I need to be
I'm just a castaway
Hoping I'll make it back home when I'm older, one day