[Lyric] Clockwork (GreatDaneTV)

My life goes around like clockwork
Will the cycle end? I'm not sure
Every day's the same as the last
I had a lot of dark thoughts in my past

And I still have them all the time
I try so hard, but I can't find
An exit out of this place
It's all the same, it doesn't ever change

The pendulum goes back and forth
I can run past it and go to the door
But it blocks me every time I try
I'm all alone, stuck in my mind

And I hear the ticking
Every second that I'm living
It's a countdown to my death
Soon there's gonna be no time left

My thoughts have fun when they come around
And every I run from all of my doubts
And I'm not done making my own sound
If you run your tongue I'm gonna rip it out
Just let me write my music how I wanna write it
A doubts here, I don't wanna fight it
But I'ma have to if I wanna survive
I can't be happy, I'm always deprived
I'ma have to if I wanna survive
I'm always deprived

You tell me things I know are not true
You can't choose what I can do
With my life, stop thinking you can
You can't pick out who I am
And I wish you could understand
But I don't think you ever can

Life is nothing but a test
Everybody wants you to be the best
And if you're anything less
They push you around and make your life a mess

The cycle goes around
I hear the ticking, it's profound
Nothing I do can drown it out
Can't block it out, it's so loud
It's so loud, it's so loud, it's just so loud