[Lyric] Crave (ElysianSoul)

My self-destructive habits
Are starting up again
These voices are forcing
Their way back in
Because I take them all to heart
And I take them all on board
And I’ll crawl into the comfort of my
Traumas and my flaws

And I’ll hold myself
Under
And down, down, down
I go

Oh, I crave it tonight
Sever darkness and light
Oh, I’m playing with fire
Oh, I feel so alive
Fuel the sickness inside
Self-destructive desire
Give me the ammunition
To trigger dark intention
A feeling so elysian
Don’t smother my supply
And I’ve only scratchеd the surface
With thesе scars along my arms
My merciless addiction
Cuts much deeper than self-harm does

And I’ll hold myself
Under
And down, down, down
I’ll go

Oh, I crave it tonight
Sever darkness and light
Oh, I’m playing with fire
Oh, I feel so alive
Fuel the sickness inside
Self-destructive desire

I’ll hold myself under
And down I go
I’ll hold myself under
And down I go
My self-destructive habits
Are starting up again
These voices are forcing
Their way back in
And I’ve only scratched the surface
With these scars along my arms
My merciless addiction
Cuts much deeper than self-harm

Oh, I’m carving the lines
Tortured by phantom crimes
Every one marked on my wrists
Oh, I am ever silent still
Use my hatred as my fuel
Make me crave this

Heal my torment within
Press the blade to my skin
And succumb to my failures