[Lyric] Cruelty (Kaandi)

Never thought I would say this
But it's becoming obvious that

I have strong feelings for you
You wouldn't get my point of view

I love you so, I love you so
But I just don't think that you know

The pain that you are causing me
It hurts so much Im gonna bleed

I'm always hiding from you
You never seem to get the clue

That I want you to call me yours
But don't want that phrase to be forced

I think it's kind of absurd
But that's just what I overheard
That you have a girlfriend
Now I think I'm better off dead

Is this what you call cruelty
Why are you so cruel to me

I don't know how you are sleeping
When I can't even brush my teeth

I do not have immunity
Why are you so mean to me

I don't know how you are sleeping
Honestly I think I am dreaming

If you could just wake me up
I´d brush my hair, do my makeup

I guess that is too much to ask
Cause your always sitting on your

Asking myself what I did
Was it something wrong I said?

Im really tryna understand
Why you won't just hold my hand
I guess I'm just embarrassing
Now it's getting hard to breath

You think that your outsmarting me
But really boy you lost the key

To my heart and to my soul
Now i'm just losing control

Of the ship that calmly sailed
But i guess that relationship failed

Don't know what to do with myself
Better off going down to hell

You never seem to get the hint
If you did you'd have to squint

To see how much that I love you
Now i'm just crying ¨boo hoo¨

Always asking why I'm sad
Depression pills gonna need the ad

Is this what you call cruelty
Why are you so cruel to me
I don't know how you are sleeping
When I can't even brush my teeth

I do not have immunity
Why are you so mean to me

I don't know how you are sleeping
Honestly I think I am dreaming

Is this what you call cruelty
Why are you so cruel to me

I don't know how you are sleeping
When I can't even brush my teeth

I do not have immunity
Why are you so mean to me

I don't know how you are sleeping
Honestly I think I am dreaming

Go keep on playin with your boys
Cause obviously I am your toy

You play with me all day long
When night comes you leave me to rot

Always saying you love me
What's the point of that? There's no meaning

Its like you got some herbal tea
It tastes so plain, bad poetry

I wish that I never met you
Cause your no swan yeah your a goose

You are aggressive, never smooth
And you kinda smell like Schoop’s

So go on kiss me one last time
I wish I never called you mine

You think that you are so slick
But we both know that's some bullshit