[Lyric] Curium (Retro Mafia)

E11s: One more time... Wait, this one's just me?

[Verse 1: E11S]
"Keep it in the family" they always say
Expanding my borders, No thank you, no pay
Guarding myself, walled up for way too long
Tried to make a discovery even if it killed me
I'd be revolutionary, contiguity singularly alone in my search
Go for two, stick with ('dos', still I did it alone)
What's the point in a show when you try to do on your own?
Where's the cast and the crowd and the course and the crown?
Where all his servants bow down?
'Cept I'm the one that's serving now
Life comes with a "pass it on" burning song, every souls got it
So I'll pass it on to you
Most of all, if I can't love you, see you, like you the way that I do
I'll switch it up, is it enough, all the things that I'm doing?

But...

[Hook: E11S]
If I don't know how, and If I don't know why
Least of all, if I never cry over you
I'll just come back, just to let you know that

It don't matter how this ends
It just matters this moment, I know it
Here with you, that's all I got
Here with you, that's all we got for now


[Verse 2: E11S]
Felt all my demons up, guess what?
They were wrong, love doesn't come to you
But a rope ties you up, getting some choice to run
Yeah I did, sure I would. This time?
Hell no!
Life's been going pretty well, and I gotta take a spell
To thank God for my life and this breath and this music
Entering into me just as deeply, my soul was touched
I felt the Lord and the life and the shakes and the weight
And the value of a coin that's got two sides
Oh why did I ever think I would find it myself?
Truth is, life's never complete till we give ourselves away
Girl, I'm coming for you, be by you, gonna feel you one day
Will you see it in my eyes?
Will you hear it in my voice?
Sometimes 1 and 1, is supposed to equal one
But as long as I'm with...

[Bridge: E11S]
I want you
Do you want me to?
I want...



[Verse 2: E11S]
Lastly, attack me, but you will never hurt me
I feel like a sky blue, a strong wind, a small clue
Lead me to something which I do not know
A breath of fresh air to which divine I go
I can't comprehend why I have been picked
Did the journey I'm on lead me only to this?

But enough of just pretending we don't want this
That we ain't right, cause at night I hear your voice
And it gives me hope I'm not alone (Three's a crowd)
You didn't come out of nowhere
Still I gotta balance my life and yours
Wanna feel you everyday
Gotta say I wanna melt in you, wanna meld with you
I felt this tune from heavens womb
And souls we guide, meet in our lives
[Outro: E11S]
Even if my discovery kills me
This discoveries gonna kill me...
You're gonna kill me...
I feel you kill me...
Go on and kill me...

You're my Curium...