[Lyric] Daily Entry (Yoku Masaki)

I know you hear this
Guess you may say I'm fearless
Did too much of the real shit
To even get much notice
Got much to be thankful
But sometimes it ain't helpful
I don't know why
Cause I don't fly
Cause some of y'all too postal
Get tired of the same song
Some don't even sing along
How can I really be wrong
Blame ya'll hating all along
Need a little of this kush
Need a little of this drink
Giving me less time to rush
And giving me time to think
Friends telling me I do wrong
All my foes say im right
Better yet the opposite
Of all of this obvious
And mostly it's redundant
Don't have time to hear bullshit
Im bumping this real music
While im writing the hard shit
Giving me time to focus
Cause soon i'll have my moment
To sprout like the lotus
The beauty of my lyrics
If any of you hear it
My city maybe too small
But you can rarely notice
It will get bigger in minutes
Gotta stay in charge
Cause now I got a fanbase
My keyboard and my laptop
And my guitar is my best friends
And yet I'm anti-social
Except to certain women
But im not going player
I'm going like a best friend
Cause I am still healing
From my heart being broken
But then again its so hard
To truly find love again
I wish my music was real
To have relationship with
Cause then I never worry bout
The heart slowing down then
My grandma and my auntie
Said I'm destined for greatness
Heavy within my own heart
Burden won't get me weightless
Never appearance wise but
It's really all basic
Changing my fitness regime
Stress the fuck out
Really just wanna relax
But I can't slow down
The city night lights
And daylights brightens even
Reflections never scaring me
Despite me not believing it
Wish I was blind at times
So that I wouldn't see it
Gotta keep breathing
Life in this dedication
Cause some ya'll still say that
I have the determination
I do this more just for us
And really not just for you
This therapy its just like
Except that its more in tune
Thanks to all my inspirations
For doing just what they do
They still making this music
Inspiring me for what I do
The pain is still fading
Away slowly in time
It's only just the reminders
That flashes before my eyes
But then again all my friends
Say it's really just no surprise
The people who really hear me
You know that I never lie
I had to write this down
So that I wouldn't forget it
Respect this shit or not
Or you can just really skip it
But at the end of the day
This is my truthful message
No guessing
Less stressing
No weapon
A hidden blessing
To know my daily lesson