[Intro]
You are, you are the only one on my fucking mind
You are, you are the one that I gave all my fucking time
Your lips, your hair, your eyes is everything
You are, you are the only one who mean everything
[Verse]
Fuck, I guess I'm back again
Reaching out cause I'm looking for an old friend
Tryna be the bigger man, tryna understand why I ran
Tryna understand David Letterman at 1 am
Who I am, who I'm meant to be?
When it's my time to go, when I'm meant to leave
And I know that you're flying high
Cause I look up at thе sky and I still see your blue eyes
Man this pain won't go away
And it only feels likе it was yesterday
That we locked eye's at that abandon house
Remember all the cold nights chilling at rouse, but
If I would have known this would have been
One of the last time that I would have seen
I would have told you to never leave
I would have let you stay with me
I would have gave you everything
And I still got the text on my E63
Of you asking me if you should stay or leave
What's meant to be, meant to be?
Right?
But I knew you'd be better off with your family
So I let you go
This is something that nobody knows
Two weeks later, two weak to save her
I got that call at 11 o'clock at night
Telling me that you gone and taken your life
I walked out to my mum and cried
Broke down lost on a reply
She didn't understand who had died
So I let it go
Still to this day it's got me feeling down
Feeling a clown
I'm so sorry that I let you down
I've always felt the blame for this
Wishing it was me that didn't exist
I still hold on to that last time that we kissed
So many nights I was close to taking my life
You're the reason that I still fight
Always tryna find the bright light when it's dark nights
I know you're looking down on me
I promise I'll take care of everything
I'm not moving on or letting go
But it's time I closed this chapter in my life
Cause it's so hard every night
Tryna understand the pain I left you
You are, you are the only one on my fucking mind
You are, you are the one that I gave all my fucking time
Your lips, your hair, your eyes is everything
You are, you are the only one who mean everything
[Verse]
Fuck, I guess I'm back again
Reaching out cause I'm looking for an old friend
Tryna be the bigger man, tryna understand why I ran
Tryna understand David Letterman at 1 am
Who I am, who I'm meant to be?
When it's my time to go, when I'm meant to leave
And I know that you're flying high
Cause I look up at thе sky and I still see your blue eyes
Man this pain won't go away
And it only feels likе it was yesterday
That we locked eye's at that abandon house
Remember all the cold nights chilling at rouse, but
If I would have known this would have been
One of the last time that I would have seen
I would have told you to never leave
I would have let you stay with me
I would have gave you everything
And I still got the text on my E63
Of you asking me if you should stay or leave
What's meant to be, meant to be?
Right?
But I knew you'd be better off with your family
So I let you go
This is something that nobody knows
Two weeks later, two weak to save her
I got that call at 11 o'clock at night
Telling me that you gone and taken your life
I walked out to my mum and cried
Broke down lost on a reply
She didn't understand who had died
So I let it go
Still to this day it's got me feeling down
Feeling a clown
I'm so sorry that I let you down
I've always felt the blame for this
Wishing it was me that didn't exist
I still hold on to that last time that we kissed
So many nights I was close to taking my life
You're the reason that I still fight
Always tryna find the bright light when it's dark nights
I know you're looking down on me
I promise I'll take care of everything
I'm not moving on or letting go
But it's time I closed this chapter in my life
Cause it's so hard every night
Tryna understand the pain I left you
( Sergio Tachini )
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