[[SECTION 1: "Initial Control"]]
NAH FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO
FUCK
ALL
THAT
FUCK
ALL
THAT
FUCK
IT
ALL
FUCK IT ALL
FUCK IT ALL
FUCK IT ALL
[unintelligible fucking of it all]
So, I've come to the realization that that text to speech section was fucking c-c-c-c ing- king- king- king- c- fucking c- ng c- ng c- ng c- CUHH RINGEEEEEEEE!
Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.
Focus. Focus on my fucking words, I need you to FOCUS.
I can't help the excess brainwaves.
I just need you to try your best.
And fuckinggghhhmmfgnjhgmnmnfhnhnahahaha
Climb directly fucking inside these veins right here for you
All right here cannot undone
Okay but yea seriously that section could've been executed better probably I dunno.
I think it's kinda one of those things you can't really repair because it's just like so, intrinsically, uh, to do with the concept of it, you know?
It all comes down to "self-awareness does not absolve anyone of anything", and like, yea, I get that.
Come to think of it, couldn't you say the same thing about what I'm doing right now?
But like, that's not the point this time, I'm literally just pointing to a thing I did on the last thing and it's like yea okay that was dumb.
We refer to that as "growth", or whatever.
However, if I may speak a bit more in defense of that section..
I think if you look past the whole critique of uh, let's call it "toxic self-awareness"..
I think ultimately what it's illustrating is a sort of internal conflict.
That's probably what I was mainly trying to get at, pretty much.
There's this whole idea of different "mechanisms", and "agents" representing my different "eras", split by age for convenience.
And the text to speech even says "this one fucking sucks". Which I guess is more of the self-awareness shit, actually, whoops.
But like, that's still conveying a frustration with these thoughts of self-doubt.
It's like a... It's a representation of the worry that I'd be seen as a babbling whiny lil bitch or whatever, among other things.
Also, the inclusion of the 22.1 reference was uh..
While it did make sense as a comparison of writing style & functionality, the problem is, who the fuck is gonna know what I'm talking about there?
A few surely, but like.. What a waste of time, probably.
But y'know, there was a part of me that was always aware of the flaws with that section I just listed out.
I knew I was gonna have to disavow.
So it was kind of a setup, actually. I could've repaired things further, but I didn't do more than what was absolutely necessary, in the interest of fueling the explanation you hear now.
Basically, it was all part of the plan, actually, fuck you.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
Please don't embarrass me, my love
Forever cruel, my hug
My chance to disavow
The chance to disallow
So next thing, here it is. Let's unpack that cum joke cracked back there. What was up with that, right?
The answer is very simple, actually, it's like, uh..
The contrast between that and all the lyrics surrounding it is supposed to demonstrate a tendency to cope with humor. That's really all there is to it.
But speaking of the lyrics surrounding it, uh..
Do you have ANY idea how fucking terribly a lot of that shit aged in just a few months?
Of course, I've still got my brain to battle with, but.. The maternal struggle on display before? Simply deleted. Relationship repaired & overwritten.
She treats me well enthusiastically, about a year into my process. Took me to the store so nicely.
A bit less life to rant now. But I'll still find something to cover. I have to.
Cause what the fuck is the point of all this if I can't?
Fuck, there's still so much removal to be had.
See, you caught me towards the end of my Crumbling Christian era.
Hence the fucking of the devil, and.. whatever else about.. wanting the right communication with this lord.
It's quite the embarrassing moment right there, this upbringing of blindness that I'm.. slowly peeling off!
And I'll explore it more another time, we'll get to that fucking topic.
But don't you worry my little friends, for I have.. successfully, I guess.. semi-confidently fuckin.. escaped!
And as for other tracks, um..
In the third section of "Tyranny", there was uh, a brief mention of.. "essential oils"
I need to be clear, I've never been like, all about "essential oils"
I'm not sure even if that maternal figure.. would entirely fall under that, although she does.. um, indulge very heavily into the "dietary supplement" side of things.
So much fucking wasted money, OH YEA and the chiropractor shit, yea that's another thing like I didn't.. realize was actually a fucking scam industry or whatever, um, that she does fully indulge in, and I just thought it was normal, I thought that was how the world worked, that's, that's a-, a- d-, a very normalized accepted thing, but no, that's, like, that's not really.. th-the science isn't there, that's not really how anything works. And, I-I wish it- e- I-I kinda wish it did, but like, that's just.. yea.
The context of the essential oils thing, is, um.. y'know I- g-.. it.. it was a..
It was a thing called a "diffuser", I, I was talking about this thing.. like sprays, whatever, it's like..
I mean it might as well be like an air freshener, y'know, that's really all it is, but like, itwa- it was very like, it's like Smooth Air, y'know, it's like..
I-It did help me breathe.. y'know, when I was like really.. really terribly struggling with the, coughing up phlegm shit.
[increasingly unintelligible & pointless, drifts off into the aether]
I think that's really the worst of everything out of the way
[[SECTION 2: "Final Desperation"]]
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
I can explain away all my wants
I can.. I can explain away all my want
I can explain away all I want
There will always be ones.. who don't hear.
And that's.. not okay for me.
But it probably should be, I should probably not be worry
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not
I should probably not be worry
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not
I think it's about time I clarify that moment however many minutes ago where I revealed that some of the flaws with track 5's ending text to speech section were left intentionally. I don't mean for it to sound like I made it bad on purpose, for starters; that all did come from a genuine place, it's just that I began to realize the issues with it before I'd turned the right age to disavow, so I had to leave enough of it set in stone that I would be able to carry on with the concept of its disavowal in the first place.
And when I say "the difference is a lie", I don't literally mean that the entire difference between agents 17 & 18 on display is somehow fabricated or non-existent. Rather, it's commenting on how that growth had to be stifled a bit in order to uphold the structure of this release, and sorta making fun of how arbitrary the number 18 is as an indicator of "adulthood", because it's not like I was all that different say, a month or two prior to that. I'm not saying I have a better idea, because being at least somewhat arbitrary is ultimately an inherent quality of age-based decisions like that; it's just something I've thought about a lot.
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, all I want is to please
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, and just let me be free
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, old insecurity
Listen to me
Listen to me
Lord only knows what the hell you could see
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, don't you fucking misread
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me drop the fucking mystique
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, it's the right way to breathe
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
I can just leave it running
Generating proclamation
Generating explanation
And it's mine I'm speaking of, not yours
This is only inner commentary
So let it begin again
[[SECTION 3: "Auto Collapse"]]
""So anyway, the thing about that last section is I'm really tired. I've been reading since 11:30, not to mention a big chunk of the day. When I read my next-door neighbor came home to his cat he tried to pet him but found him dead in the bathroom and said he probably got ill and didn't tell him. I don't want to deal with that. And it's the same with the vet I go to for our two cats. But the vet said if he did something like that to our other cat he'd think it was an act of God because it would be so out of character. And that's how my neighbor said it happened.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
See, my roommates and I had all been playing this prank on our neighbors: every night at around 6 PM, we would open our front door and walk outside while leaving the lights on in the hallway and our door closed. Once we had successfully fooled our neighbors into thinking that we were gone, we'd lock the door, go back into our apartment, pull our bed down to the floor, and have a little indoor camping experience. We'd turn our lights off after we found our beds, so when we came back into our apartment after 10 PM, it looked like we'd been staying the night. Our neighbors would still think we were gone, and when the next day came, we'd return to our apartments and pretend that the door was locked so we wouldn't have to tell them the truth. Of course, this prank was meant to be a little more clever than that...
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
However, the final frontier of embarrassment across this little pet project of mine wouldn't truly come to fruition until the introduction of the "Rumble" episode. Now, I have stated that the reason the "Rumble" episode wasn't picked up and released on any platforms is that the content could potentially be too vulgar for some viewers. The truth is, I actually took a moment to weigh the pros and cons of the content of this episode.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
To understand why I thought this episode could be considered too extreme in content, you have to understand the circumstances of when I made the recording of this episode. I had just finished recording my previous season 2 episode "Trap", and I had the episode "Rumble" recorded at the same time. Now, I'm just some kid making extra pocket money to support my hobbies with a side income, and I have to give you an honest answer to these questions. I took a moment to contemplate if I would even release this episode to the public. Here's what I did consider: First off, a lot of the content you'll see in "Rumble" is the same content I've already done for season 2. But, this time, I added a few things to the content to see if I could get away with adding these things, or would I still be forced to pull this episode in a month or so.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
If you recall, the theme of season 2 was "Trap", and this episode is basically the other side of the coin. In "Trap", I used a lot of the same content that I did in the previous season, and even had some content from the previous season that didn't really fit into "Trap", but it still made sense with the overall context. Because of this, I didn't think there would be a problem if I reused some of the content for "Rumble".
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
What I did with the content wasn't enough, however, for a couple reasons. The main reason is that I found myself editing out a lot of the sexual content to make room for more humor. This was important in making the project more "polished" and smoothing out the flow, but there was a lot of time that could've been saved if I would've added more of the sexual content, and still added more jokes. Now, I understand that the "Rumble" episode might be a little too raunchy for some folks, but I'm not afraid to show sexual content if it's there, and I felt that it was important for me to portray that.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
I could have done it without any problem, but I took a moment to think of the pros and cons of adding the sexual content and made my decision. My next point is that most of the sexual content you'll see in "Rumble" isn't anything different. The only difference is the way in which I approach that content. This wasn't enough to get it released. Now, I actually felt that the content in "Rumble" would have been too much to handle for most of the project's audience, because not everyone would be able to handle this type of content. This meant that I had to cut a lot of the content to make room for more jokes.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
What I did with the content is make room for more of a comedy environment, so that would appeal more to a variety of audiences. The second part of this is that I made more of an emphasis on the comedy aspect of the project, so that I could avoid having to cut too much content to make room for jokes and save some time. This is because I knew that people in general tend to favor more of the funny aspect of any content, and less of the sexual aspect.""
It's all behind her now
She rest so easy now
All behind her now
"Hi! My name is Roxy."
"Hi! My name is Roxy."
"Hi!"
That was fucking stupid!
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
NAH FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO FUCK ALL THAT
NO
FUCK
ALL
THAT
FUCK
ALL
THAT
FUCK
IT
ALL
FUCK IT ALL
FUCK IT ALL
FUCK IT ALL
[unintelligible fucking of it all]
So, I've come to the realization that that text to speech section was fucking c-c-c-c ing- king- king- king- c- fucking c- ng c- ng c- ng c- CUHH RINGEEEEEEEE!
Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.
Focus. Focus on my fucking words, I need you to FOCUS.
I can't help the excess brainwaves.
I just need you to try your best.
And fuckinggghhhmmfgnjhgmnmnfhnhnahahaha
Climb directly fucking inside these veins right here for you
All right here cannot undone
Okay but yea seriously that section could've been executed better probably I dunno.
I think it's kinda one of those things you can't really repair because it's just like so, intrinsically, uh, to do with the concept of it, you know?
It all comes down to "self-awareness does not absolve anyone of anything", and like, yea, I get that.
Come to think of it, couldn't you say the same thing about what I'm doing right now?
But like, that's not the point this time, I'm literally just pointing to a thing I did on the last thing and it's like yea okay that was dumb.
We refer to that as "growth", or whatever.
However, if I may speak a bit more in defense of that section..
I think if you look past the whole critique of uh, let's call it "toxic self-awareness"..
I think ultimately what it's illustrating is a sort of internal conflict.
That's probably what I was mainly trying to get at, pretty much.
There's this whole idea of different "mechanisms", and "agents" representing my different "eras", split by age for convenience.
And the text to speech even says "this one fucking sucks". Which I guess is more of the self-awareness shit, actually, whoops.
But like, that's still conveying a frustration with these thoughts of self-doubt.
It's like a... It's a representation of the worry that I'd be seen as a babbling whiny lil bitch or whatever, among other things.
Also, the inclusion of the 22.1 reference was uh..
While it did make sense as a comparison of writing style & functionality, the problem is, who the fuck is gonna know what I'm talking about there?
A few surely, but like.. What a waste of time, probably.
But y'know, there was a part of me that was always aware of the flaws with that section I just listed out.
I knew I was gonna have to disavow.
So it was kind of a setup, actually. I could've repaired things further, but I didn't do more than what was absolutely necessary, in the interest of fueling the explanation you hear now.
Basically, it was all part of the plan, actually, fuck you.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
The difference is a lie.
Please don't embarrass me, my love
Forever cruel, my hug
My chance to disavow
The chance to disallow
So next thing, here it is. Let's unpack that cum joke cracked back there. What was up with that, right?
The answer is very simple, actually, it's like, uh..
The contrast between that and all the lyrics surrounding it is supposed to demonstrate a tendency to cope with humor. That's really all there is to it.
But speaking of the lyrics surrounding it, uh..
Do you have ANY idea how fucking terribly a lot of that shit aged in just a few months?
Of course, I've still got my brain to battle with, but.. The maternal struggle on display before? Simply deleted. Relationship repaired & overwritten.
She treats me well enthusiastically, about a year into my process. Took me to the store so nicely.
A bit less life to rant now. But I'll still find something to cover. I have to.
Cause what the fuck is the point of all this if I can't?
Fuck, there's still so much removal to be had.
See, you caught me towards the end of my Crumbling Christian era.
Hence the fucking of the devil, and.. whatever else about.. wanting the right communication with this lord.
It's quite the embarrassing moment right there, this upbringing of blindness that I'm.. slowly peeling off!
And I'll explore it more another time, we'll get to that fucking topic.
But don't you worry my little friends, for I have.. successfully, I guess.. semi-confidently fuckin.. escaped!
And as for other tracks, um..
In the third section of "Tyranny", there was uh, a brief mention of.. "essential oils"
I need to be clear, I've never been like, all about "essential oils"
I'm not sure even if that maternal figure.. would entirely fall under that, although she does.. um, indulge very heavily into the "dietary supplement" side of things.
So much fucking wasted money, OH YEA and the chiropractor shit, yea that's another thing like I didn't.. realize was actually a fucking scam industry or whatever, um, that she does fully indulge in, and I just thought it was normal, I thought that was how the world worked, that's, that's a-, a- d-, a very normalized accepted thing, but no, that's, like, that's not really.. th-the science isn't there, that's not really how anything works. And, I-I wish it- e- I-I kinda wish it did, but like, that's just.. yea.
The context of the essential oils thing, is, um.. y'know I- g-.. it.. it was a..
It was a thing called a "diffuser", I, I was talking about this thing.. like sprays, whatever, it's like..
I mean it might as well be like an air freshener, y'know, that's really all it is, but like, itwa- it was very like, it's like Smooth Air, y'know, it's like..
I-It did help me breathe.. y'know, when I was like really.. really terribly struggling with the, coughing up phlegm shit.
[increasingly unintelligible & pointless, drifts off into the aether]
I think that's really the worst of everything out of the way
[[SECTION 2: "Final Desperation"]]
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
Will the general feeling of embarrassment forever remain
I can explain away all my wants
I can.. I can explain away all my want
I can explain away all I want
There will always be ones.. who don't hear.
And that's.. not okay for me.
But it probably should be, I should probably not be worry
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not
I should probably not be worry
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not be worried
I should probably not
I think it's about time I clarify that moment however many minutes ago where I revealed that some of the flaws with track 5's ending text to speech section were left intentionally. I don't mean for it to sound like I made it bad on purpose, for starters; that all did come from a genuine place, it's just that I began to realize the issues with it before I'd turned the right age to disavow, so I had to leave enough of it set in stone that I would be able to carry on with the concept of its disavowal in the first place.
And when I say "the difference is a lie", I don't literally mean that the entire difference between agents 17 & 18 on display is somehow fabricated or non-existent. Rather, it's commenting on how that growth had to be stifled a bit in order to uphold the structure of this release, and sorta making fun of how arbitrary the number 18 is as an indicator of "adulthood", because it's not like I was all that different say, a month or two prior to that. I'm not saying I have a better idea, because being at least somewhat arbitrary is ultimately an inherent quality of age-based decisions like that; it's just something I've thought about a lot.
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, all I want is to please
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, and just let me be free
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, old insecurity
Listen to me
Listen to me
Lord only knows what the hell you could see
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, don't you fucking misread
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me drop the fucking mystique
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me, it's the right way to breathe
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me cuz I'm going insane
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
Listen to me
I can just leave it running
Generating proclamation
Generating explanation
And it's mine I'm speaking of, not yours
This is only inner commentary
So let it begin again
[[SECTION 3: "Auto Collapse"]]
""So anyway, the thing about that last section is I'm really tired. I've been reading since 11:30, not to mention a big chunk of the day. When I read my next-door neighbor came home to his cat he tried to pet him but found him dead in the bathroom and said he probably got ill and didn't tell him. I don't want to deal with that. And it's the same with the vet I go to for our two cats. But the vet said if he did something like that to our other cat he'd think it was an act of God because it would be so out of character. And that's how my neighbor said it happened.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
See, my roommates and I had all been playing this prank on our neighbors: every night at around 6 PM, we would open our front door and walk outside while leaving the lights on in the hallway and our door closed. Once we had successfully fooled our neighbors into thinking that we were gone, we'd lock the door, go back into our apartment, pull our bed down to the floor, and have a little indoor camping experience. We'd turn our lights off after we found our beds, so when we came back into our apartment after 10 PM, it looked like we'd been staying the night. Our neighbors would still think we were gone, and when the next day came, we'd return to our apartments and pretend that the door was locked so we wouldn't have to tell them the truth. Of course, this prank was meant to be a little more clever than that...
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
However, the final frontier of embarrassment across this little pet project of mine wouldn't truly come to fruition until the introduction of the "Rumble" episode. Now, I have stated that the reason the "Rumble" episode wasn't picked up and released on any platforms is that the content could potentially be too vulgar for some viewers. The truth is, I actually took a moment to weigh the pros and cons of the content of this episode.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
To understand why I thought this episode could be considered too extreme in content, you have to understand the circumstances of when I made the recording of this episode. I had just finished recording my previous season 2 episode "Trap", and I had the episode "Rumble" recorded at the same time. Now, I'm just some kid making extra pocket money to support my hobbies with a side income, and I have to give you an honest answer to these questions. I took a moment to contemplate if I would even release this episode to the public. Here's what I did consider: First off, a lot of the content you'll see in "Rumble" is the same content I've already done for season 2. But, this time, I added a few things to the content to see if I could get away with adding these things, or would I still be forced to pull this episode in a month or so.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
If you recall, the theme of season 2 was "Trap", and this episode is basically the other side of the coin. In "Trap", I used a lot of the same content that I did in the previous season, and even had some content from the previous season that didn't really fit into "Trap", but it still made sense with the overall context. Because of this, I didn't think there would be a problem if I reused some of the content for "Rumble".
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
What I did with the content wasn't enough, however, for a couple reasons. The main reason is that I found myself editing out a lot of the sexual content to make room for more humor. This was important in making the project more "polished" and smoothing out the flow, but there was a lot of time that could've been saved if I would've added more of the sexual content, and still added more jokes. Now, I understand that the "Rumble" episode might be a little too raunchy for some folks, but I'm not afraid to show sexual content if it's there, and I felt that it was important for me to portray that.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
I could have done it without any problem, but I took a moment to think of the pros and cons of adding the sexual content and made my decision. My next point is that most of the sexual content you'll see in "Rumble" isn't anything different. The only difference is the way in which I approach that content. This wasn't enough to get it released. Now, I actually felt that the content in "Rumble" would have been too much to handle for most of the project's audience, because not everyone would be able to handle this type of content. This meant that I had to cut a lot of the content to make room for more jokes.
(I'm drifting awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
What I did with the content is make room for more of a comedy environment, so that would appeal more to a variety of audiences. The second part of this is that I made more of an emphasis on the comedy aspect of the project, so that I could avoid having to cut too much content to make room for jokes and save some time. This is because I knew that people in general tend to favor more of the funny aspect of any content, and less of the sexual aspect.""
It's all behind her now
She rest so easy now
All behind her now
"Hi! My name is Roxy."
"Hi! My name is Roxy."
"Hi!"
That was fucking stupid!
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