[Lyric] Disgusting (Sydney Zarlengo)

I feel disgusting today 
I know I’m not often this way
Normally bouncy and fun
My own ray of sun
All shiny and gay

But today there’s a cloud
The mem’ries are far too loud
Of unwanted words
Un-asked-for touch
They just overcrowd
They’re just too much

Yes, I love who I am
But some days feel like a hologram
Just a product of experience
Am I making any sense?
Today, I just feel like a sham

I feel dirty today
But it won’t wash away
It’s the insides I wish to clean out
The jumbled thoughts that make me want to shout
But though today is too much, tomorrow will be okay
Cause I know I won’t always feel this way 
Ohh
Though today's too much, tomorrow will be okay
Cause I know I won’t always feel this way 

Ohs
(tomorrow will be okay x4)