[Lyric] DOS Ex Machina (Mikau)

I lied, things aren't better off this time
Just keeps getting worse no matter how many times I try
My pride keeps me from admitting I’m not fine
Hold it deep in my chest and pray today I take my last breath

This is me drowning in my sleep
The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face
This is me drowning in my sleep
Drink myself sick on empty promises that I could never keep
This is me drowning in my sleep
The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face
This is me drowning in my sleep
Waste the day away, stuck in a haze that I just can't seem to breach

Your voice in the back of my head is calling
My mind shuts off, nausea is building
Breaking down over photos
What’s the point, I have to know
I don’t want to talk about it - everyone wants to talk about it
I just don’t want to talk about it - please let it stop
Who are you? What’s this hell you put me through?
Another voice, another name - I can’t bear to see the face
I’m doing fine - just trying my best to stay in line
I’ll excuse the pleasantries but every exchange always seems to stay the same

Hold my breath
Maybe I'm better off dead