[Verse 1]
Energy drinks and DXM
The only things that let me talk to my friends
I know it is a bad habit
But it's either this or I slit my wrists
I’d die before I let this go
The mania makes me feel like a heroine
In my mind there must be black holes
I'm so scared to die, but death holds me close
[Verse 2]
It is all my fault what I got myself into
There is nothing you could possibly do
To assure me it was out of my hands
No, I'll carry this burden to the end
If I was never born
Then I bet the world would be so much more
And if I could just be ignored
I bet so many more people would be happier
[Verse 3]
Staring at all the things I wrote on the wall
To remind myself how not to fall off
The past few years have been a slow crawl
To the pit in the ground where I’ll rot
No one ever seems to help me
It all seems like it's me they're testing
It might be crazy, what I'm thinking
Maybe I'm just doing this to myself purposefully
[Verse 4]
Deciding to keep to myself
It was the best idea, least I've felt
There's too much chemicals inside me
On the bright side, my brain could stop working
I've taught myself to enjoy the paranoia
Don’t think it’s healthy, but it's better
Than being scared all of the fuckin’ time
Plus it makes me cooler, at least in my mind
Energy drinks and DXM
The only things that let me talk to my friends
I know it is a bad habit
But it's either this or I slit my wrists
I’d die before I let this go
The mania makes me feel like a heroine
In my mind there must be black holes
I'm so scared to die, but death holds me close
[Verse 2]
It is all my fault what I got myself into
There is nothing you could possibly do
To assure me it was out of my hands
No, I'll carry this burden to the end
If I was never born
Then I bet the world would be so much more
And if I could just be ignored
I bet so many more people would be happier
[Verse 3]
Staring at all the things I wrote on the wall
To remind myself how not to fall off
The past few years have been a slow crawl
To the pit in the ground where I’ll rot
No one ever seems to help me
It all seems like it's me they're testing
It might be crazy, what I'm thinking
Maybe I'm just doing this to myself purposefully
[Verse 4]
Deciding to keep to myself
It was the best idea, least I've felt
There's too much chemicals inside me
On the bright side, my brain could stop working
I've taught myself to enjoy the paranoia
Don’t think it’s healthy, but it's better
Than being scared all of the fuckin’ time
Plus it makes me cooler, at least in my mind
( SomeBaki )
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