[Verse] It was so long ago Now I may never know Oh it feels so hollow Lookin through the window If my brain don't calm down And stop thinkin about What it'd be like to drown Oh I might it now [Chorus] Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm down Don't calm...Learn More

[Verse 1] I know nobody's really coming Please stop lying to me it's all getting so tiring They've abandoned me They've tortured me Don't expect for me to suddenly just trust you You act like everything's so easy "All you need's a friend" But nobody is asking Just leave me alone So I can talk to ghosts You've shown me they are all who...Learn More

[Chorus] No matter what happens it is all because you Don't blame anybody else you deserve all that you go through You're not a good person and never have been, too It's only embarrassing the fact you think things will get good Ask yourself if you deserve anything in life Never done anything everything will be fine when you die I don't mean to be...Learn More

[Chorus] I am not ok at all And I'm tired of lying to you bout it all Cause everyday that passes by just hurts And all this will come and bite me back later [Verse 1] To clarify what I said in the past My mind is always in a back & forth with death and the past And I guess what I'm really concerned about is with others Because I don't talk about...Learn More

[Chorus] How do I find my way through the buildings I will never ever feel the same How do I find my way through the city Things will never ever feel the same [Verse] Gonna wanna kick me Gonna wanna hit me Gonna wanna punch me Gonna wanna kill me Gonna wanna kick me Gonna wanna hit me Gonna wanna punch me Gonna wanna kill me You're never ready,...Learn More

[Chorus] What's become of me My reality Is unwinding My sanity [Verse 1] Dark and shadowed creatures Who only show when my eyes are closed Faces in every clock that watch me no matter where I go Firey apocalyptic inferno scenario Deforestation of family trees due to cause unknown [Chorus] What's become of me My reality Is slowly sinking Into...Learn More

[Verse 1] Energy drinks and DXM The only things that let me talk to my friends I know it is a bad habit But it's either this or I slit my wrists I’d die before I let this go The mania makes me feel like a heroine In my mind there must be black holes I'm so scared to die, but death holds me close [Verse 2] It is all my fault what I got myself...Learn More

[Chorus] I should leave myself alone It doesn't fuckin make sense I should've known Now I am dead and shedding my own mold Would it pay you to help me To heal my soul [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] I should leave myself alone It doesn't fuckin make sense I should've known Now I am dead and shedding my own mold Would it pay you to help me To heal...Learn More

[Chorus] I can't tell you how I'm feeling Not 'cause I don't want to but I don't know how to put in words The way my mental's been but I can say that it hasn't been good I wish I could make this sound good Spin it to make it danceable But I don't know if I should be doin that to myself [Instrumental Outro]...Learn More

[Chorus] Sunrise in the morning will just lead to sunset And now I just wanna take a second to bask in it But when everything is broken down to the basics I can't believe that it's already over Sunrise in the morning will just lead to sunset And now I just wanna take a second to bask in it Cause when everything is broken down to the basics I can't...Learn More

[Verse] Honestly I preferred depression At least then my body wasn't in delusion It was only my mind But now it always feels like I got way too high Maybe I shouldn't have done that Every single day for an entire year of my life I ask all these questions but avoid that Maybe that's the reason behind the decline This is the beginning of the...Learn More