[Lyric] Feeling This Pain (iann dior)

[Pre-Chorus]
Been searching way too long, for some company
I've been dragged through hell, the devil's watching me
Another day goes, still in the same hole
It's been way too long, now I can see
I'll always be, I'll always be

[Chorus]
The same, I can't deny I've been feeling this pain
The pain, is taking me over, it won't go away, it won't go away

[Verse]
The weight on my shoulders, I hate it, I hate it, it feel like a boulder
And it's like a wall inside of my mind that I can't get over
I'm taking these pills hoping one day I end up in a coma
I keep it for real, I tried it's to hard [?]
Bought me a 'Rari, it came with a bitch
I called security, it came with a stick
Servin' up bottles of four with the soda
She comin' over, I'm fucking again
Confidence I be too hot, I'm the shit
Walk in the room and I'm high as a bitch
Spend me a [?], got a [?]
She laid up with me and that chick is a ten
Brand new AK and it came with a dick
Dolce and Gabbana, I'm fly as a bitch
Pull up to the party and made that bitch lit
She off the molly, I could tell that she lit
I got all my money, my sweater is near
And I already hit, she get caught with a pic
She not somebody that I even know
At the end of the night, I know I'll be alone