[Lyric] Gold Roses Freestyle (AB (IND))

Yeah, yeah

[Verse]
You see me in my feelings
You see me feel imperfect
You see me feeling like a king
But that’s just on the surface
Well if you listen close, you can feel the pain in my verses
So don’t wait around till my body gets pushed around in hearses
That’s how I feel about the people that say that they love me
Well, how come when I’m low none of y’all there to hug me?
I see you lurking, I see you bitches tryin’ to budge me
And motherfuckers will always be the quickest to judge mе
That’s why I’m not on that waiting around on some phoney homies
That do not know mе when It is cold and lonely
And only know me when shit is poppin’ you shallow cronies
It is only a matter of fuckin’ time fore I cut everyone off slowly
But then I wonder if that would even bring any change
Cuz even the ones who say they friends acting really strange
They dap me up but behind my back, they call me deranged
Maybe I am, or maybe it’s just all of this rage
Pissed at my whole existence
Pissed at my fucking life
Pissed that I’m not being able to properly provide
Pissed cuz I work 10 hours plus every day of my life
For a job that’s only paying to barely keep my family alive
But if I let up, what kind of a fighter am I?
So try to get up, and psyche up the tiger inside
So what’s the setup, just light up the cyphering mic
And keep your head up, there might be a sniper on site
Even though I be feeling lost I ain’t lost it
I think if I’m feeling low must be cuz I caused it
And if I’m mad then there was a line and you crossed it
I’m mostly positive but now I’m just exhausted
At times I feel like fiending for money and girls
Sometimes I feel like all of my thoughts are just cloudy
At times I feel I can be the king of the world
Other times I feel the world is better off without me