[Lyric] Grown Up (Sandra Meland)

I know I look different
Where's my long blonde hair
Where's my smile
Was it ever there

I fit my clothes
I won't grow no more
But I learn
So much I don't know

Would do it all by myself
Should never need any help
But I still call you 'cause I need you (need you)
When I study old pictures of me
The only difference I see
Is that I thought that I'd be free (free)

(Yeah, I thought that I'd be free)

I'm grown up now
I am on my own
And I still feel so alone
When I'm anxious
And I need your help
I know I'm still myself
As time's passing by I ask myself why
I don't feel any older, I don't feel any wiser
'Cause when I'm anxious
And I need your help
I know I'm still myself (I'm still myself)
Mom it breaks me
All I have to do
All the ones
Who rely on me

Dad I'm sorry
I try to be happy
Try to care
But it's not wired in me

Wish I could go back in time
Remember when the sun shined
And I wanna feel the love (love)
I wanna play in the dirt
Don't know the meaning of hurt
And be someone you can be proud of (proud of)

(Be someone you can be proud of, yeah)

But I'm grown up now
I am on my own
And I still feel so alone
When I'm anxious
And I need your help
I know I'm still myself
As time's passing by I ask myself why
I don't feel any older, I don't feel any wiser
'Cause when I'm anxious
And I need your help
I know I'm still myself (I'm still myself)
(I'm still myself, still myself)

I'm grown up now
I am on my own
And I still feel so alone
When I'm anxious
And I need your help
I know I'm still myself
As time's passing by I ask myself why
I don't feel any older, don't feel any wiser
'Cause when I'm anxious
And I neep your help
I know I'm still myself

(I'm still myself, still myself)