I never asked to be alive And now I'm selfish if I leave Whenever I say I'd rather die They say "well, don't you think of me" I'm expected to live and be happy I'm expected to work and make money In a capitalist society In an unfulfilling reality Each heartbreak's taught me nobody wants me And my two first boyfriends taught me I'm just a body I...Learn More

You cussed me out when I thought I'd pass out I was scared I cried for help 'cause I needed someone To be there You pushed me down whenever I got up I learned my place I didn't wanna stay, you wanted me away You said it to my face Videotaped and humiliated I was scared I told my friends it was complicated To be there Sometimes I wish you...Learn More

I know I look different Where's my long blonde hair Where's my smile Was it ever there I fit my clothes I won't grow no more But I learn So much I don't know Would do it all by myself Should never need any help But I still call you 'cause I need you (need you) When I study old pictures of me The only difference I see Is that I thought that I'd be...Learn More

I see my reflection in your eyes Sometimes I look so terrified Hold on let me start At the beginning Patience’s demize You make me paralyzed I find myself breathless In your mouth You give me so much You don’t realize I sing and bang my head to the beat of the drums On my way home I have your air in my lungs And I feel a bit frightened ‘cause I...Learn More

(It's not me, It’s not me...) See I don't like when you look at me I feel your eyes and I punch the mirror Yeah, I'm a sick bitch (ah) I try to hide, try to lose myself But it’s in my brain and I find myself again Oh why even bother I feel it creeping over me I hate myself but I don't wanna I ask for help, I ask myself For what it's worth, I'm...Learn More