[Lyric] Halloween Morning (Carmy Kin)

Up on Halloween morning
All October I’ve been mourning
What I haven’t got
The sun is grey and the days are boring
Just yesterday it was pouring
But now it’s not

The leaves are soaked, the air is cold
And I’m alone as usual
When the young go out, the lights follow
But my lamplight died when I awoke

I don’t believe
I don’t believe
I don’t believe in being happy
I don’t believe
I don’t believe
I don’t believe in being happy

10:31 AM and I do not have a plan
And I lack someone I’d like to make it with, so I might pretend
To be a taken man for the night
To be a taken man
To be a taken man for the night
To be a taken man
I wish everyday were Halloween
So I never had to be me
But I’m always stuck inside
Looking from the outside in
At people who seem to know
Exactly how to be happy
I’m twisted from the inside out and tearing at the seams
Nothing’s what it seems
I think it might be worse
Worse than what we’ve seen
I feel like I’ve been cursed
Unlikely you’d like me
Whatever peace I learned
I smashed it into pieces

Every morning I’m not sure I’ll make it to the night
Baby, I’ve been on my own my entire life
And at times

I could imagine your touch in the rain that isn’t here
To subtly drench me in its company
I could picture you in the streets
Proudly dressed as someone else’s for the night
In someone else’s hands
Proudly dressed as someone else’s for the night
In someone else’s hands
I wish everyday were Halloween
So I never had to be me
But I’m always stuck inside
Looking from the outside in
At people who seem to know
Exactly how to be happy
I’m twisted from the inside out and tearing at the seams
Nothing’s what it seems
I think it might be worse
Worse than what we’ve seen
I feel like I’ve been cursed
Unlikely you’d like me
Whatever peace I learned
I smashed it into pieces

I wish everyday were Halloween
So I never had to be me
But I’m always stuck inside
Looking from the outside in
At people who seem to know
Exactly how to be happy
I’m twisted from the inside out and tearing at the seams
Nothing’s what it seems
I think it might be worse
Worse than what we’ve seen
I feel like I’ve been cursed
Unlikely you’d like me
Whatever peace I learned
I smashed it into pieces
I don’t believe
I don’t believe
(I don’t believe in being happy)
I smashed it into pieces
I don’t believe
I don’t believe
(I don’t believe in being happy)
I hope I could retrieve it