[Lyric] Happiness (Meave Lynn)

Here's a gentle reminder:
It’s okay to let your mind wonder
Sometimes I ponder
If you still care
If you still can feel me sitting there, beside you
do you still care for the one who was always there
For the one who fixed you
For the one who was there when you were broken into thousands of pieces
I carefully glued you back together
Took pieces of myself out
So you could bе whole again
So you would no longer feel that pain
I embracеd the broken pieces
My eyes cry rivers
That fill oceans that sit by my feet
Happiness flys away in the summer heat
I forget
About the happiness I could never obtain
The bliss I could never claim
My knees are starting to collapse
From the pressure of the expectations that are put on me
exhausted and deprived
happiness runs from my eyes past my legs down the drain
Pouring with pain
My hands cramp from desperately holding onto hope
Happiness isn't contagious
It's not infectious
It's something that you endlessly follow
Until you settle for feeling hollow
You want me to let go
But I can
As I'm in fear of the Unknown
I'm in fear of being alone
days don’t feel the same anymore
Ever since we broke in two
Ever since I lost you
Happiness
What is it?
I forgot.