[Lyric] Help (Citrate)

[citrate]
I know that my life goes one way
Downhill life is always leading me astray
I know that my life goes one way
Downhill there’s nothing else I can say

I’m not scared I just have nobody I just need some help
I’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
Please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
I’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

Everybody hates me why don’t you
Everybody hates me you should too
And I don’t know what to do yah

So I cut myself with all my fucking knives
I wanna trust myself but I just hate my life
I wanna love myself you know I’ve fucking tried
But all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

Fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
What the hell I’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes
You made me this way it wasn’t something that I chose
That I chose
Lately I’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
Hopefully I get my chance I’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

I know that my life goes one way
Downhill life is always leading me astray
I know that my life goes one way
Downhill there’s nothing else I can say

I’m not scared I just have nobody I just need some help
I’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
Please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
I’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
If god got me where I am then where does he go late at night
Mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
Befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight
Dead man walking off the pills, no I'm not living right

Pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
Doc said I've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
Put the poison into my veins, till I can never see
Follow me into the dark, where I feel vacancy

Vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
You decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
Yeah, I’ve been in my mind
I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself [x2]

[citrate]
I know that my life goes one way
Downhill life is always leading me astray
I know that my life goes one way
Downhill there’s nothing else I can say

I’m not scared I just have nobody I just need some help
I’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
Please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
I’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell