I don't know what to do, tortured by OCD These thoughts are flowing right through, my mind can’t disagree And I'm so worried, I'm screwed irrationality I try to cope but ensue, I tried out therapy Nothing changes, nothing’s right Should I face it, should I hide? Nothing changes, nothing's right Should I face it, should I hide? Scared I might kill...Learn More

Hate it when you say that you wanna stay You should go away cuz I’m not okay Got a lot of pain that I don’t display I just always say that I am okay Hate it when you say that you wanna stay You should go away cuz I’m not okay Got a lot of pain that I don’t display I just always say that I am okay 'Cause I do not wanna deal with all your...Learn More

[Hook: Citrate] Lie to me, tell me that I’m something Just so I can feel the way I used to before nothing Lie to me, tell me that I’m something Just so I can feel the way I used to before nothing Life’s not guaranteed Please don’t fuck with me Got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams Life’s not guaranteed Please don’t fuck with...Learn More

I don’t even know who is real All of you confuse me I don’t know how to feel And I should know who is real Guess that you can see I need to go and fucking heal What’s the point of loving me then hitting me At this point, you probably should get rid of me I’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me In a void defeated please don’t pity me From the...Learn More

Mentally fucked up in my head Ima get by when i go to the set CPU, HDD loaded with dread Closing up all of my wounds with some thread I don’t know why the fuck i’m crying I don’t know why i feel like dying Mentally fucked up in my head Mentally fucked up in my head Ima get by when i go to the set CPU, HDD loaded with dread Closing up all of my...Learn More

[Chorus] How many tries does it take till i’m fine? How many tries till i break and i die? Feel so confined bitch i wanna live life Mental declines getting worse all the time How many tries does it take till i’m fine? How many tries till i break and i die? Feel so confined bitch i wanna live life Mental declines getting worse all the time Doing...Learn More

Why does my life feel so fake? Why does my mind always ache? Why do i cry till i break? Why does my life feel so fake? Why does my life feel so fake? Why does my mind always ache? Why do i cry till i break? Why does my life feel so fake? Why does my life feel so fake? Why does my mind always ache? Why do i cry till i break? Why does my life feel so...Learn More

[Chorus] Yuh, pussy boy i don’t like you I got no control over my actions it’s on sight, you A fucking bitch and all your homies do not like you Yuh, pussy boy i do not like you Dream about your death every time i’m asleep, aye When i kill myself ima bring you with me, aye Dream about your death every time i’m asleep, aye When i kill myself ima...Learn More

[citrate] I know that my life goes one way Downhill life is always leading me astray I know that my life goes one way Downhill there’s nothing else I can say I’m not scared I just have nobody I just need some help I’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell Please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself I’m...Learn More

Rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly Slowly losing hope i always cry Oh he want some smoke he boutta die Lonely i can’t cope i wanna die Rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly Slowly losing hope i always cry Oh he want some smoke he boutta die Lonely i can’t cope i wanna die I cry, i don’t care bout the times I didn’t care bout your mind Why do you...Learn More

[Chorus] Why do you control me?, why do you control me? Why do you control me?, why do you control me? Why do you control me?, why do you control me? Why do you control me?, why do you control me? Cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit Yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit Cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like...Learn More

[Intro] My life isn’t going well, i’m always filled with panic I just wanna live my life i cannot stand it Turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage I just wanna live my life i cannot stand it I went to the hospital and i asked for something Anything to give my mind repair from damage Gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing I...Learn More