[Lyric] Hugs And Kisses : (Ged Howarth)

Sometimes I think it's easier to resume living my life without trying to fall out of love
Because it's tough recognizing an iron fist when its squeezed inside a velvet glove
And I created the glove myself, not to protect me from the cold or alleviate intensity from the punches
Just to lie to me when my body tells me I've endured enough
And I start to lose track of my intention to tend to my intеnded intentions
When I fight to fix thе debt left by the care that I've invested
A current account of accountability for how my near past balances on the crook of exclusively checked recollection

And I get that you're hurting, darling, I'm hurting too
Because I've finally figured out that I've now got nothing left to lose
So just please make up a reason
Because now I really need an
Excuse to let go
I guess I just want an XO
Exposing that you miss me because fuck me I really miss you
And now I've finally figured out that there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To finish all this properly
Just anything to stop me from
Feeling this alone
I guess I just want an XO
To pass the time, while I decide whether I'm strong enough to handle this anymore
And whether I'm done with the storm and just want to experience the calm
When actions speak louder than my desire to rinse the red paint off my hands and work out what my deepest fear is
I suppose that tells me its about time to just give up

Fuck this life
I think its time
I never meant to fall to bits
I just can't see the end of this
Pain inside
When I say goodbye just know I tried
I tried
And I never want to grow
And I never want to learn
Cause I never want to lose the one who knows how much this burns
And I never want to mend
And I never want to heal
And I never want to put my trust in life cause it feels like I've died