[Lyric] Hugs (Nathan Ruins His Future)

[Verse 1]
Feeling so empty
I'm alone in my house
I can't even go out
Gotta speak to someone new
Can't talk to anyone but you
But ever since we left there's nothing I can do
I look for support
And see mon and dad losing time
And so am I
Embrace the safe take the pain away


[Chorus]
Am I gonna make it
When there's no turning back
Where can I face it
Everything's gone
Why do I have to break away
My life starts in just one day
Move away too far to see
Over all the dust and steam
Separated by the stream
Flow over me
[Verse 2]
One year soon I'll go away
Far away, no turning back
Stuck on life's addictive track
Where to go, so much to see
And they're at home just wondering
"Is our boy okay?
Does he need comfort, does he feel rain?"
But they'll only imagine
Because with no contact there's no reaction

[Verse 3]
You're too close
I'm doing it again
Warm embrace turns to cold escape
From the world
I know how this ends
Soon I'll lose my only friends
But have you ever been that?
You raised me, you cared for me
But did I ever feel the same?
Yeah of course, I'm supposed to
But someday it might only be a shame
Have I lost myself
Far from home, wandering on these dirt roads
More to lose, whats the point of holding on?
Do I even truly love them?
[Verse 4]
Outside, I'm on my path
Facing the light, don't know what's next
Finding myself, I'm losing my home
Staying away, no calls on the phone
Staying awake, no [?]
Lost the chance
No more, only text no calls
Soon theyll be gone, just like him

[Verse 5]
Every hug is a goodbye
And the fewer goodbyes you say
The more time you have
Finally back home
But it doesn't feel like home anymore
Mom's pulling out two plates
Just like before I came back