[Lyric] ​hungover @ grandma’s house (SAINT JUDAS)

Yeah, I spent the last few years trying to stop myself from falling apart
And I spent the last few months trying to sober up
And I spent the last few days trying to keep the wolves away
And I spent the last few hours, dear, trying to get the hell away from here

Can we go now?
My head is killing me, I think I had too much to drink again
Yeah, I need to slow down
The room is spinning, I don't know where I am
I think I'd rather be dead, but I'm okay, no I'm alright
And I mean it every time, I'm just tired, I got a lot in my head again

I spent the last half hour locked in a bathroom, scrubbing my hands 'til they bleed
What if they find out I'm emo?
I can't take these looks that they shoot me

'Cause I spent the afternoon wondering if I've changed at all
And I spent the whole walk home wishing I was stoned
And I spent the holiday trying to dodge a conversation
And I spent the my last few dollar bills trying to find a way out of my self