I spent the last few months sobering up, and sleeping in my jeans And the serpent slid inside my head to make its nest in all my memories Now there's venom in my heart, it flows throughout and stops me from falling apart And the bones underneath, they come out at night Make friends with these empty streets But its not so bad, I tell myself I...Learn More

[Verse 1] I spent so long trying to figure it out You were a tropical coast, I was the thunder in the clouds My broken heart was so conceded to think it was the only thing to suffer from my shitty mistakes So I'll go out tonight (So I'll go out tonight) And get real high (Let's get real high) Let my anxiety maneuver me through bars and city...Learn More

Yeah, I spent the last few years trying to stop myself from falling apart And I spent the last few months trying to sober up And I spent the last few days trying to keep the wolves away And I spent the last few hours, dear, trying to get the hell away from here Can we go now? My head is killing me, I think I had too much to drink again Yeah, I...Learn More

Drunk again, four AM in an empty parking lines Led to the overpass, [buy pink giraffes?] to watch the semi trucks I refuse to admit that this planet is a fleeting afterthought Go to sleep, hope to dream of never waking up Loaded gun, shot me up out through the atmosphere I realize it's not my time to be happy The ground calls me out, "Come back...Learn More

And if I was smart, I could find love I've emptied myself, it wasn't enough And if I was five, I could outrun all of my fears, things that I've done It was a grave mistake, I've been a fool It was a grave mistake And if I was cool, I'd still have friends But I can't help pushin' out of my life, all the ones I love best And if I was good, I could...Learn More