[Lyric] I Deserve This Ft. Scarlet Moss (Cut Me Some Slack)

Verse:
Almost The End Of The Semester
Middle Of The Winter And The Weather's Gray Just Like My Mood
Failing Three Classes, Giving Up On Recovery
I'm Too Busy Trying To Fix The Person I Am
Because The Person I Am Is A Lazy, Rude, Self Absorbed Sack Of Shit
Top It Off With A Healthy Dose Of Argumentative Aggression And You've Got
One Hell Of A Bitch

Bridge:
I Am So Sick Of School
I Am, So Sick Of Responsibility
I Am, So Sick Of Being Me
I Am, So Sick Of Sobriety, And Sanity, And Trying My Fucking Best, Just To Be Inadequate

Verse:
Senior Year And I'm Focused, On Not Fucking Dying, Making It Through, And Getting Better While I Do
My Relationships Are All Strained And I Know It's My Fault
The Only Fucking Constant In All This Awful Shit Is Me, Maybe I Really Am Worthless
And My New Outlook Is "I Deserve This"
In The Face Of Every Last Damn Problem
So I, Will Get Out As Fast As I Can
Change My Name, Legally
Get A Job Just For The Résumé Building
Get A Car, Beaten And On The Verge Of Collapse, Isn't It Poetic?
Drive This Thing Across The Country, Or At Least Until The Engine Gives
Or I Crash Myself Into A Ditch
Hop Trains Until I Forget My Own Name And Face
Stumble Out Into Every New City
Lost And Alone Beats Surrounded By Disappointed Faces
Can't Hurt Anyone When You're In Solitude
Buy An Apartment, Or Squat In An Old Building
Become A Shut In
Never Hurt Another Soul
Die Old And Alone On The Shore Of The West Coast
Never Write Another Fucking Song
Never Sing Another Word
I'm An Awful Shit And I Don't Deserve The Popularity
I Deserve This
I Deserve This