[Lyric] In my hands (WinterNights)

[Pre Chorus]
Off a perc i think i might throw up
When i look into your eyes i feel so in love
Why did you break my trust my face feel so damn numb
I fuck with the hair dye girl your pretty eyes and pretty hair

[Hook]
That should be me that should be me
Is he that much better then fucking me
Activist heavenly
That should be me holding your hand
But instead your name in my head
Honestly i rather be dead
If your not in my hand

[Verse]
One night stand
Your a demon for sure
The only time i'll be happy is if I'm in a fucking hearse
Oh baby i know you hate and i know you think I'm crazy
To be the one who just save me and no i dont wanna die
But you make it so damn hard got a knife and stab my heart
Yeah i think she a Rockstar look in my eyes do you hate me am i crazy
When your on drugs do you miss me i just wanna feel something real
Shes too sad so she swallow pills
[Hook]
That should be me that should be me
Is he that much better then fucking me
Activist heavenly
That should be me holding your hand
But instead your name in my head
Honestly i rather be dead
If your not in my hand

[Pre Chorus]
Off a perc i think i might throw up
When i look into your eyes i feel so in love
Why did you break my trust my face feel so damn numb
I fuck with the hair dye girl your pretty eyes and pretty hair

[Hook]
That should be me that should be me
Is he that much better then fucking me
Acativis heavenly
That should be me holding your hand
But instead your name in my head
Honestly i rather be dead
If your not in my hand