[Lyric] Jockey (Nisa (Music))

Pictures I keep hanging around
In the journals that are buried deep
And even when it seems like I’m angry
There’s an overwhelming sense of relief

Sixteen was such a poisonous year
I don’t remember getting any sleep
Went reaching for a rung up the ladder
Forward-thinking brought me down my knees

Looking for a way out
I wanna weigh in
With the next division
Is it normal that I feel displaced?
Is it normal I can’t explain
I'm looking for an angle
I’m disillusioned with the path I’m leading
Will I ever get the chance to change?
Is it normal?
Is it normal?
Just stick with something еasy to answer
If they ask I’m pulling forty and ten
Withstanding thе occasional slander
I’m about as close you’re gonna get

Mistaken my demands for opinions
Said the hat was never made for my head
Its creeping, as alive as a cancer
Better kill it ‘fore you wind up dead

Looking for a way out
I wanna weigh in
With the next division
Is it normal that I feel displaced?
Is it normal I can’t explain
I'm looking for an angle
I’m disillusioned with the path I’m leading
Will I ever get the chance to change?
Is it normal?
Is it normal?