[Lyric] Lost In The Concept Carry On Remix Unreleased Lyrics (Z.S.L)

Lost in the concept
Of whether we really exist or not
Tryna carry on
Just dirt i’ll be buried on
Life has turned
I’m being burned on
Hit my little brother
Now, I’m feeling guilty
Mind beating yes another
My moms lobel to kill me
The hate is smuthered
Demons are filling
Feeling like i’m not healing right
Anger is sealed in fright
In my sleep will I be killed tonight?
Those are the thoughts that I think
Had a hard life
Am I going far, right?
As the roar hides
With the anger
Banger after banger
In raps and rhyming I don’t hide it
But
What happens in real life is
Dark roses and violets
My emotions aren’t right its messed up,Death?
I’ll rest up in heaven
Hopefully god understands
I am past 11
Turning into a man
I need to grow up
I need to learn a lesson
I’m away from my discord call of life, yup
Thinking that i’m deafened
Will I get mad again?
Sad again?
Brat again?
In life i’m testin’
I mine as well
Need to learn another lesson
I need to not be a pessimistic person
Or be poppin’ pills in my future
Otherwise
I will become a loser