[Lyric] Might Not (Avatar Brock)

Girl I really hate myself
I don't know what to do
Doubting thinking
In my head
It might not make sense
But either way I'm still a mess

What is the Lesson

Why is it always this rough
Girlies be tearing me
Ah
Stabbing my heart like a war
What was it all even for
Ah
Split
Like that's it
If I make it happen What's next
I'm blessed but kid
This is so difficult
Individual paths
The math is there my stare
I hate to compare
Not fair
Drained
Various pains
In my heart
There's a flame
Sad at the fact
That love is suffering
I feel
Connected to you
What does that do
Distraction of view
By a goddess whos blinded by me
Yet i can see
I'm a dreamer
Better go Hug a beaver
The boats have sunk
I feel good in the sun
What do I say now
Everything has been
Said
So now we gotta feel this out
X2

Girl I really hate myself
I don't know what to do
Doubting thinking
In my head
It never makes sense
But either way I'm still a mess

Wuh is the lesson

Numb
Like I dont exist
Numb
Because I am detached
My family still talks to you
Your family never wanted me
Oh well
I know
I'm different
But it seemed so real Until
I was at your new pad
Fucking like I been back
Then we both were so sad
Momma call like this brad
40 year old rich man
Now you single get that
What do I say now
Everything has been
Said
So now we gotta feel this out

Girl I really hate myself
I don't know what to do
Doubting thinking
In my head
It never makes sense
But either way I'm still a mess