[Lyric] MOVIN FORWARD (Satisfy)

[Verse 1]

I don't wanna see it
Nothing ain't the same anymore. I can't believe it
Nothing's getting easy. Nowadays, my life is difficult
Gotta make decisions that are best for me. It's critical
I don't like to be around people who will bring me down
Make me feel pathetic. It is hard for me to get around
All of this. Cause I feel trapped in this confinement
Same shit, different day. Stuck within the climate
I just wanna stay inside my house and keep silent
Cause when I'm outside, I begin to feel slighted
It's me against the world. I'm alone tryna fight this
I'm vulnerable. Feeling so sad while I write this
Feels like a punishment I don't know a thing about
I'm without a clue. But I wanna try to figure out
Why no one ain't the same like they used to be
It used to be simple. I don't think that this right here is suitably
Fair to me. I just wanna die and not deal with this
Take away the pain and frustration of feeling this
Weighing on my mind. I'm bound to do something
That I might regret. Should've known once I saw it coming
Time keeps flying by. So do all my memories
Felt like it was yesterday. I can feel that energy
Still to this day. Take me back. I really miss it
I would do anything to go and revisit
They're engraved in my mind. I begin to realize
That it only lasts for a short time. Wonder why
It began to turn out the way it did
I'm just so lost and confused. And it got me pissed
Everything was fine. Then later on, it got snatched away
Why'd it have to happen? No one asked to have it be erased
As I get older, it worsens everyday
It piles on my pain. I'm feeling unsafe
It's hard to explain. I'm just tryna stay awake
Hoping it would turn around. But it's driving me insane
I just wanna elevate, but I'm stuck on ground zero
It don't matter what I do. I will never be the hero
Who can change everything and have it go back
To what it once was instead of feeling so trapped
I don't think that I can do anything to help solve this
Cause all I ever see are the things I can't demolish
I don't get it. I used to have a grasp on a lot of things
Now they're outta reach. I don't know what my day will bring
Nowadays, I just sit around. All I do is think
I never have the time to try to get my mind off everything
I just real struggle when it comes to this
Wish it wasn't like this. Why'd my life jump to this
I can cry all I want and curl up in a corner
But I gotta try at least. Gotta try to move forward
[Outro]

I gotta try to move forward
I gotta try to move forward
Yeah, I gotta try to move forward
I just gotta try to move forward
I just gotta try to move forward
Yeah, I gotta try to move forward
I gotta try to move forward
I gotta try to move