[Verse 1] I don't wanna live. I wanna die Let me leave. I wanna fly I don't wanna fuckin' lie Nowadays, I'm not alright Contemplating suicide Waiting to say my last goodbye I don't feel alive on the inside As I think and realize [Chorus Intro] I know that I will not survive All this shit. This is my demise I just want to apologize For...Learn More

[Chorus] Everything gotta be so perfect Inside my world. Always tryna find a purpose So I can keep on going. But I'm nervous I'm so afraid that I'll fall on the surface Every time I'm in my head, it's a circus Nothing ever dies on down in my verses You know I'm hard on myself. I'm certain That I had it coming cause I'm tryna be perfect [Verse...Learn More

[Chorus] You been runnin' through my mind nonstop now You're all I ever think about when you're not around I feel lost in this world. I will not allow For you to move on. I just gotta get it out You been runnin' through my mind nonstop now You're all I ever think about when you're not around I feel lost in this world. I will not allow For you to...Learn More

[Verse 1] Look at where I'm at now I hate the fact that I'm so sad now I hate that I'm depressed with what I have now I deserve better. I don't think you understand how Much I'm dying on the inside. I struggle and it's hard for me To push through. What I'm going through is so bizarre to me Growing up, never in my life thought I'd be this way Never...Learn More

[Verse 1] I know what I'm here to do. Don't you tell me different All these years I been lost. Thought that there was something missin' Coastin' through my life. Not thinking what I wanna be I gotta choose based on what my mom and dad wanted me Versus my undecided mind. I gotta think Is there something that separates me from the brink Of all this...Learn More

[Chorus] Just leave me, leave me alone Just let me be on my own You see me all, all alone You need me. Now all of a sudden you don't Just leave me, leave me alone Just let me be on my own You see me all, all alone You need me. Now all of a sudden you don't [Verse 1] Just leave me all by myself I don't want you or any of your help I shoulda let...Learn More

[Chorus] You a ghost to me Never gave me the time of day You a ghost to me Always was a victim to your game You a ghost to me Always looked at me like I was prey You a ghost to me All your tricks were fucking up my brain You a ghost to me Never gave me the time of day You a ghost to me Always was a victim to your game You a ghost to me Always...Learn More

[Verse 1] I don't wanna see it Nothing ain't the same anymore. I can't believe it Nothing's getting easy. Nowadays, my life is difficult Gotta make decisions that are best for me. It's critical I don't like to be around people who will bring me down Make me feel pathetic. It is hard for me to get around All of this. Cause I feel trapped in this...Learn More

[Verse 1] Time to say my final goodbye I wish I thought this through and try to think twice But that's what happens when my conscience collides With my struggle. Now I’m dead in the eyes I'm dead in the eyes [Chorus] Down into the darkness I go That's the only thing that I know How to do. I wish to be alone I’m a fuckin' rot down to my...Learn More