[Lyric] My Actions (Seth Bowman)

[Verse 1]
I gotta lot of stuff on my mind
I Can’t say it all
Too much to put in lines
Too much to say in rhymes
I’ve tried to pen it time after time But nothing clicks in my mind
I wad up the piece of paper
Throw it at the wall
And try to make it on the first shot but I
Just missed I guess I’ll never tell my story
But man why does it feel like I keep falling from glory
I swear it’s been this way man since Nemo and Dory
Since I was young all I was around was all of the fighting
Everyday someone new was always biting
It always started with mom and dad in the kitchen
Sooner or later as a kid I started listening
Until one day all our lives all changed
The mood was set and everything was arranged
Mom and dad said they were gonna get a divorce
My family broke that day and my life was off course
[Hook]
When I was born
I wish I could have seen into to the future
To be prepared to fix my life sooner
But now I am worn
I can’t take it anymore
What am I living for
This life is just a chore
Everything that I work for is falling to the floor
It’s all cause of my actions, yeah
It’s all cause of my actions

[Verse 2]
I remember the day when they had to go to court
Dad came and told me and bro of the sort
Everything went as planed and it put forth
That my parents had finally finalized their divorce
Everything was new and my family was different
Everyday someone else was belligerent
The damage done to me was significant
Every day I always felt insignificant
Me and my bro now we gotta split the weekends
Everything always felt like a loose end
And it confused me cause mom and dad didn’t hate each other
They would always spend time talking to one another
All hope was lost so I turned to music
I Joined the marching band and I found a new friend
Not At first though a couple years would come and end
Then I met Keenan Layne my long time best friend
[Hook]
When I was born
I wish I could have seen into to the future
To be prepared to fix my life sooner
But now I am worn
I can’t take it anymore
What am I living for
This life is just a chore
Everything that I work for is falling to the floor
It’s all cause of my actions, yeah
It’s all cause of my actions

[Verse 3]
Highschool was rough and it didn’t prepare me
For the outside world man people are crazy
Before I went to college music was a maybe
One semester in now I’m thinking I was crazy
For me to think that I would go and do some stupid shit I didn’t even want to do just to impress a few people in my life that meant the world to me
But out of control it spiraled out you see
Since I’m doing music now I’ve learned a few things
Everything is different but some things stay the same
There always are many pros and cons you can name
And put them in a list to compare all the pain
I spend my days alone looking out the window pane
Or sitting in a dark room listening to the rain
It’s very soothing for me and my brain
Man everyday I feel like I’m always drained
[Hook]
When I was born
I wish I could have seen into to the future
To be prepared to fix my life sooner
But now I am worn
I can’t take it anymore
What am I living for
This life is just a chore
Everything that I work for is falling to the floor
It’s all cause of my actions, yeah
It’s all cause of my actions