[Lyric] My Coffin (Illicit Thoughts)

[911 Call]
Operator: "Emergency, 9-1-1"
Caller: "Help me, my brother's dead"
Operator: "What do you mean by your brother's dead?"
Caller: "He killed himself"
Operator: "How did he do it?"
Caller: "With a gun"

This is my coffin
This is my coffin

The feeling of life
Has taken me so long
Just trying to figure it out
The amount it takes
To alleviate all the stress
I held onto for so many years
Behind all the fear, sadness, and all those doubts I had
I just wanted to belong
I hope you hear my voice through this song
Cause I've been lost too
Cause I've been gone too
This is not the end
This is my coffin

I can't promise
I will make it out alive
I'm running out of time
(I'm running out of time)
I can't promise
I will make it out alive
You mean the world to me
So if I decide to leave
Please don't cry
(Please don't cry tonight)

I'm never happy
When they ask me
I say nothing is wrong
These recurring dreams
Have me feeling lost again
Like I never would belong
I just want to feel calm
But instead I run away
Like I'd be better off gone
I just want to feel calm
But instead I run away
(But instead I run away)
Like I'd be better off gone
Cause I've been lied too
Cause I've been used too
This is not the end
This is my coffin

I can't promise
I will make it out alive
I'm running out of time
(I'm running out of time)
I can't promise
I will make it out alive
You mean the world to me
So if I decide to leave
Please don't cry
(Please don't cry tonight)

This is the end
This is my head
This is the end
You want to see my reality
This is the end
This is my head

I can't promise
I will make it out alive
I'm running out of time
(I'm running out of time)
I can't promise
I will make it out alive
You mean the world to me
So if I decide to leave
Please don't cry
(Please don't cry tonight)
This is the end, this is my head
Remember me, when I am dead
This is the end, this my head
Remember me, when I am dead
This is the end, this is my head
Remember me, when I am dead