[Verse I]:SMG
I don’t feel myself
I’m to prideful to admit that I actually might need help
I just don’t wanna take that step
Could be fatal
I try to keep all my emotions in if I’m able. Under the table
Can’t let the world see the truth. They can keep the fable
Keep my reputation and keep it real scars buried deep but only I can feel the jagged lines that won't heal
I look at life from my heart and not my eyes so it’s a broken perspective
Listen to this song and just know it’s from a kid that’s been abandoned and neglected
Traumatized and tries to do right but always fails and stands corrected
All he ever wanted to do was do it correctly
And now he feels all alone and doesn’t know what to do. Thinks about his life and sees is as an issue. No one to turn to
Now he’s got a gun in his hands just standing there as the tears begin to flow
I mean what do you expects him to do
Puts the gun to his temple and summons the strength to give the trigger a squeeze and hopes for the blow that would ease all his pain
But then something in his stomach just makes him feel sick and he falls to his knees and cry’s
He come to to his senses and realizin' this isn’t gonna solve his problems it’s only gonna create more
He’s courageous but he’s at war
He doesn’t get it
He doesn’t understand what this life is for
He lays broken
He lays on the floor
He’s given it all but he doesn’t have anymore
He’s searching for someone but he doesn’t have anyone
[Verse II]:DJ Jeremyray
He thinks the world hates him
But the world wants to keep him
String him in a circle rim
That way he a key to the jeep blimp
Cause in there he can stay grim
Dark inside as death lense
Are what he sees in them
Cause 2 of his friend em's
Melted away and decided it was the day
The day to get buried deep in Earth's fate
Full pocket of dirt and he's just worse
Cause he picked up words
Got into a diss and then flirt
With explicit burns
Then boom!A burn
Of hell cause Devil went well
Imma take your dad and bell
On your emotional belt
And he just fell
Down the rotten tells
Cause he became dark
Nah he became hard
Studied wordplay in large
Cause when he gets in front
Of the bully and hatred grunt
He says not today blunt
And decides not to smoke that,none!
But at times it's hard
Not really knowing his siblings
Makes him just wanna drink gasoline
Cause then internally he'll be a red freak
So full of blood,anger,gas,and danger
Next step of this list is a major
In suicide,like oh wait this "how I die?"
Fire getting lit like a firework quit!
Now he's a firecracker with a drip
Of death and regret
Oh snap,now he wanna live
"Please oh god save my bliss
Save me so I can have kids
Save me so I can teach these kids
To stand up for themselves with
Knowledge of closing their lid
So they don't spill out with dibs
Of feelings that's makes them weak
Cause society makes them creak
And then they become me
A weapon at gunpoint
Self is victim and death is suspect
Life has flicked them and love is not kept"
But like he just did,took out the pen
Told my story like Crypt and then
Put himself in my shoes with a grin
Cause he noticed all his friends
And family would be limped
Inside If he decides to leave life
And see what's on the other side
Cause now he sees what's to live for
He notices and ask what's to die for
Cause he don't wanna die any more!
But when the bullet hits
He can't take back a 365 blip
He just gotta sit back and enjoy it
Enjoy the last parts of life bits
Cause he know no more life for him
But then he notices and says
"God what have I done?No!"
[Outro]:SMG
Never judge a kid by the way he looks or the smile on his it can all be a mask at the end of the day
Don’t judge him by his shoes that are tied because they can come lose and he can trip and fall
Let him know you care before he decides to fade
I don’t feel myself
I’m to prideful to admit that I actually might need help
I just don’t wanna take that step
Could be fatal
I try to keep all my emotions in if I’m able. Under the table
Can’t let the world see the truth. They can keep the fable
Keep my reputation and keep it real scars buried deep but only I can feel the jagged lines that won't heal
I look at life from my heart and not my eyes so it’s a broken perspective
Listen to this song and just know it’s from a kid that’s been abandoned and neglected
Traumatized and tries to do right but always fails and stands corrected
All he ever wanted to do was do it correctly
And now he feels all alone and doesn’t know what to do. Thinks about his life and sees is as an issue. No one to turn to
Now he’s got a gun in his hands just standing there as the tears begin to flow
I mean what do you expects him to do
Puts the gun to his temple and summons the strength to give the trigger a squeeze and hopes for the blow that would ease all his pain
But then something in his stomach just makes him feel sick and he falls to his knees and cry’s
He come to to his senses and realizin' this isn’t gonna solve his problems it’s only gonna create more
He’s courageous but he’s at war
He doesn’t get it
He doesn’t understand what this life is for
He lays broken
He lays on the floor
He’s given it all but he doesn’t have anymore
He’s searching for someone but he doesn’t have anyone
[Verse II]:DJ Jeremyray
He thinks the world hates him
But the world wants to keep him
String him in a circle rim
That way he a key to the jeep blimp
Cause in there he can stay grim
Dark inside as death lense
Are what he sees in them
Cause 2 of his friend em's
Melted away and decided it was the day
The day to get buried deep in Earth's fate
Full pocket of dirt and he's just worse
Cause he picked up words
Got into a diss and then flirt
With explicit burns
Then boom!A burn
Of hell cause Devil went well
Imma take your dad and bell
On your emotional belt
And he just fell
Down the rotten tells
Cause he became dark
Nah he became hard
Studied wordplay in large
Cause when he gets in front
Of the bully and hatred grunt
He says not today blunt
And decides not to smoke that,none!
But at times it's hard
Not really knowing his siblings
Makes him just wanna drink gasoline
Cause then internally he'll be a red freak
So full of blood,anger,gas,and danger
Next step of this list is a major
In suicide,like oh wait this "how I die?"
Fire getting lit like a firework quit!
Now he's a firecracker with a drip
Of death and regret
Oh snap,now he wanna live
"Please oh god save my bliss
Save me so I can have kids
Save me so I can teach these kids
To stand up for themselves with
Knowledge of closing their lid
So they don't spill out with dibs
Of feelings that's makes them weak
Cause society makes them creak
And then they become me
A weapon at gunpoint
Self is victim and death is suspect
Life has flicked them and love is not kept"
But like he just did,took out the pen
Told my story like Crypt and then
Put himself in my shoes with a grin
Cause he noticed all his friends
And family would be limped
Inside If he decides to leave life
And see what's on the other side
Cause now he sees what's to live for
He notices and ask what's to die for
Cause he don't wanna die any more!
But when the bullet hits
He can't take back a 365 blip
He just gotta sit back and enjoy it
Enjoy the last parts of life bits
Cause he know no more life for him
But then he notices and says
"God what have I done?No!"
[Outro]:SMG
Never judge a kid by the way he looks or the smile on his it can all be a mask at the end of the day
Don’t judge him by his shoes that are tied because they can come lose and he can trip and fall
Let him know you care before he decides to fade
( SMG (UK) )
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