[Lyric] Not What I Ought To (Cream Dream)

I guess I know you think I'm stupid
Nobody told me how to act
I could pretend as if I knew it
Only to find it makes me sad

I’ve been never what I ought to and I'm feeling fine
Don't tell me what would you do cause I know that you’re as confused as I
You're swimming in the deep end, and I'm floating by
Don't care about what they said, I found out it's all a lie

You seem to see something I don't
I don't believe that it's there
I want to be something you won’t
Doesn’t take much to make you stare

Try and ask me where I'm off to in my own spare time
I haven’t got an answer, when I'm gone I go nowhere
I'm never what I ought to, shouldn't be surprised
That still I never plan to, no ones given me a reason why